Swish Swoosh

Alohomora! haha XD unlocking the door to a new perspective. But my mind just seem to go blank lately...more like listening without actually knowing what the hell the person is talking about and Ya! maybe its time for my little brain to stop thinking about anything else other than the mountain range of work on my desk and probably below my bed :p Well well, people say i seem happier on my blog than me in real world? True? False? i dunno, haha...maybe i conceal all those unhappiness in my blog with "haha", "hehe"and lotsa other laughter! XD hmm...keep you guys who read my blog in suspense...keke =D

Listening to "Wake Me Up When September Ends" by Green Day ~random~

hmm...the other day i was talking to Charm on the train, praises of being a nice guy appeared here and there in the convo..opps...hmm...i think only once...haha XD anyway...i think i am not a nice person at all...i act nice so that people think i am nice...right?! Maybe you guys only see one side of me so probably, i'm not so nice as you guys out there perceived. mmhmm ~nod nod~

hmm...i like this sign "~" haha...so wavy and comfortable, life filled with ups and downs, like a Roller Coaster Ride!!! ~~~~ AhhHhHh!!! Imagine yourself screaming as it zooommm down the steep tracks...at that moment, you seem to forget everything else and indulge in that thrilling ride. And as you open your mouth to make some noise, you probably end up swallowing saliva of the commuters in front! lol! Hmm...that explains why so many people like to take the very front seats! haha XD

2:22pm le...tired but needa mug...someone make me some cookies and a MUG of steaming hot milo? coffee? haha Oh...Subway's Cookies RoXx...i know there are better ones, that's why i'm saying it here, so maybe one day you can treat me to tastier ones and i will say then they rock too! wahahahahaha X)

I think i have a fetish for younger sisters haha...hmm...for example...i like taking up the role of a big bro...i've always been under protection of my elder sista, in the arms of her wonderful care. Miss you! i found out that when you dun have something, you would want it, experience it. maybe that explains my thoughts and feelings.

Lisha! so cute! hahaha! yst she tried to rebut Rong Kang...damn funny! kiddish!
Qintan another one yet to grow up but has a mind of her own!
Rachel...hmm...too tall to be one...i be your little brother la XD then i can be greedy and ask for more cheesecake! YAy!!
Miao Qin hahaha...troubled little one who saw enlightenment! keke
Siobhan...cannot...she v scary! she cat me mice....RUN!!
Charm too smart....can be my advisor liao. I shall live in your wisdom! haha

Oh...sleepover was quite FUN!! haha...The Ring! "ring ring!" you will die in 7 days...haha!

Awkward

The previous 10 days of my life was filled with sian-ness and sadness and lotsa mixed feelings. But after much thoughts, got over them quite quickly. I think i have grown older maybe as a person. Being more sensible and mature. [but i still act like a child and i love it!! haha] Actions have Consequences. that day i was doing my GP essay and my tutor was like "Oh boy, you can't even write an essay, that's how bad it is." i was thinking what have i been doing for the past 10 years of education, not just for english but for other areas too. I think i slack and play too much. Having set foot in HC, i realise that my fantasy aren't gonna work the way i want. haha XD

My mind just went blank...........maybe its time to mug now...haha...continue later

Normal

blink blink blink...i opened my eyes and 5 months has passed away. Today, second last day of the month, my vision blurring as i stared at the wireless network icon, seemingly changing status now and then due to the weak connectivity. Was mine like that too? Due to doubts, misunderstanding of self or others, [i haven't had dinner! HUNGRY!] i was like a A.C. motor turning clockwise then back, switch in moods, in goals, in perceptions [why are there so many pimples on my neck, aren't they uniquely for face only?]. I just can't settle for something huh?! Always fickle minded, wandering hoping someday i would hit the wall of enlightenment! haha =) WTH la...bahhhhh

During Sabaticals, i was kind of reflecting everytime something was said or presented in front of me. Today was my first lesson of sign language, and they actually got a Deaf to come teach us just that. But not only did she teach me sign language, she also taught me the very fact, how normal we all are as human being, whether they are handicap or wadsoever. At first, frankly speaking, i started off with a bad impression of the course, i was lying on the desk, waiting for miraculous [correct spelling?] amusement to step in. Well this lady came in and she wrote on the "white"board that she was deaf. I dint feel quite easy in her presence, to me its not a common and normal encounter. I don't hang out with people like them. But she really tried her best with minimum interaction at first. Later on as we get the hang of the sign language, we started joking and laughing and it was really great time spent. There's once, i went to Spastic Children Association for CIP. I was thinking, was my positive attitude towards them forced out by the fact that doing CIP was doing good? Yes, undeniably, that's the fact in my case, cos on the street if i saw this mentally impaired person, i would probably refrain from any kind of interaction lest approach them. In Yoga, it was not so much of that, it was TREAT ALL BEINGS WITH LOVE AND KINDNESS! haha that's wad Rong Kang have been saying throughout the 2 days of acquiring something much more than just flexibility. How we learn something and help others? How we know ourselves, when nobody is looking, what will you do? At the end of the 2 day course of "Yogurt?" haha [too HUNGRY! but shall finish first] cos we mentioned canteen food as one of the stress XD and he flashed pictures of Africans that are starving and dying on the streets. At that point, we sympathize and reflect on how fortunate we are. But that was at that moment, what about right after that? Do we need pictures like that to be flashed in front of us to make us reflect constantly? Are YOU counting your blessings or are YOU still complaining about how LOUSY life is for you? Maybe we are the priviledged bunch, the nevermind, we deserve the luxury we have now, maybe selfishly speaking, they were unlucky to have been born in that state. If they dint exist, there wont even be this matter brought up [damn my wireless keeping switching from conected to disconnected haha] ]. Maybe you don't needa reflect consistently, but when you are sad or wadeva cos you cant have something or anything alike, think of them, then compare how fortuante you are. Yes! we are indeed a competitive society, but you know it, we cant have everything even if you have fight for it, work hard for it. the simple fact is that life don't go so smoothly, if not we might just complain about the colourless monotony of it. WE just like to COMPLAIN! haha XD Owell, ya that's what i have been thinking during this 4 days of sabaticals.

Oh...today, i was reprimanded for showing lousy attitude to my GP tutor, but the words that came out from my CT mouth was so...agitated me that i put on a 'kaopei-la' front. I shall not let others affect my mood so easily. After blasting my story to Miaoqin, stupid [later i will tell you why] Siobhan, Rachel and my teammates. Definitely i felt much much better, and i came to a conclusion that i asked for it. That time when i walke out of the staffroom, i feared, i feared that my CHS style will be brought into my life of HC. The living in denial, self-fantasy, always escaping instead of facing the music. i thought through abit and maybe i shall lay down that male pride of mine as mentioned by Rach. hahaXD I wanna SCORE FOR MY BLOCKS! YaY!! :):) And Siobhan! i know what i want! i WaNt U! hahaha...jkjk...maybe i dunno wad's best for myself but i have a target to work for thus i know what i want! I am not down right stupid okay! you bodo! hahahahaha! Sleepover at your house right? Hehehehe...muahahaha *Evil Laughter*

Thank you
Nagay always there as a feminine bastard! XD
Yeow Ling the nipple squeezer
Rong Kang the Joker
Jeremy the always-get-bullied one
Miaoqin for being interrogated
Qintan for commenting nonsensical stuff on my blog...i like to tok cork! *link* =D
Siobhan always so eagerly waving, Hi! am i your eyecandy? haha ZI LIAN HUANG!!
Rachel for listening but i guess you just switch off and wait till i finish! wahahah
Myself cos i learn to thank you and YOU! haha!

BUY FOOD loo...heng its still quite early! yay!! FOOD!!!!!!
Blessed to Give
Share the JOY

Soap Opera

Where's the Phathom!? This week was beautiful, an array of complexities happened, so much to feel, yet so little worth thinking. What saddens me was that i wasn't able to play for Finals and that i doubt my ability, my skills, but on the other hand, was it the coach's fault? Frankly speaking, i'm jealous when my teammates were praised for their plays when i just warmed the bench. Not being able to spend even a minute on the court and things really do change. When i know i have the abilities and the adequacy, haiss...i have thought over it but i just want confirmation from my coach so i can improve. That moment, i questioned if i was worth that place in Hwa Chong.

I fathom your meaning and your opinions, i respect your decision no matter how saddening yet happy it was. Weird huh?! Final! But i guess things will just change, in some form or way, i don't know. But so much so that i hated you for this and that, i still wish you all the best! Since you say i MUST do it! Then next time when you find mr. RIGHT! MUST love him k, don't fear because there's nothing to fear about. haha XD Things are just to be meant like this in God's name, follow the flow, maybe let nature take its course, i shall not force. i think i quite selfish too! haha! Yay!! Its been a great time the last 5 months! Thank you and sorry =D

I love it complicated. So much of my faith tested, maybe all this are harnessing my faith towards God. I sometimes question Him why all this happen to me, but i guess he's piggy packing me on his back! I like being lame for this while, carry me all the way till i find light k! Love you God! God bless all people! Share the joy! Cry out the sorrows! Inject surprises! Spice up life with just a small body gesture! like SMILE! =)

the past is over, i gotta catch the train and move on to my next destination!
maybe i might feel nostalgic but it will be retained in my fond-est memories!

haha...Dirty green...Fe3? or Fe2? shit chem block fail loo...jkjk! oya! Chiong arH!

*Cheese*

Smile! haha...i'm in library now...cold but not shivering...Dion's links on his blog are damn cute la! Owell...there's lotsa teachers leaving school today.

ex-GP tutor Ms Thng
Chem tutor Ms Tay
PW tutor Ms Cheng

Gonna meet some new faces, hmm...not too eager to meet them though. needa go loo..cos stupid Jeremy is back....buaizzzzz



nice hor....SixOh! RoCks!

Last Training

hmm...my previous entry was pretty crude and insensitive?! Anyway, i'm mean and evil and horrible and self-centered and nasty and rude and unforgiving and whatever else you can name. I'm the next Hitler! but i'm gonna wipe out another kind of race! its to annihilate all the NICE people on this Earth! Muahahahaha *Evil laughter*

Oh its our Last Training today! dint feel anything special...hmm...its the usual trip to 7-11 [its a store and more!] haha and grab a big gulp or slurpee that indeed freezes your brain! ahaha XD Latest update! Colin one of our quite very important player is down with high fever! OHNO! tsk, life is so unpredictable, Finals so near and we face a challenge that willl put us so far from holding the champion trophy... hais... sad sad sad sad sad...but i guess nvm, we will still play our best, fight all our way, get what we deserve with that last spur!

Damn expectations...what are they? why do we have expectations for others? does expectation make us change for the better? Expect is like hoping, you expect and when its not done, you get disappointed, so why expect in the first place? hmm...stupid thoughts though. dunno how to go on...cos lately my moods have been sinking to the bottom of my heart...down low and it seems to be content to be there agonising me! haha wadeva la....Stupid boy!

Swt Dreams to all who have moodswings or maybe mine was always liddat...not much of a moodswing...HECK AH!!!

Sicko Billy

its 10minutes to the start of another beautiful day! I spent the night talking online though it might sound like a waste of time, i enjoyed it to the fullest! hahaXD considering my crappy nature, there's no topic too sensitive to touch on...haha...like oh! recently i tag on someone's blog about one of the wonders of women! as you know when men bleed profusely or consistently, they will dieee! but but, for the females, they seem to survive bleeding almost forever! hahahaXD well sound sick huh?! does anything that gotta do with menstration, penis or vagina gotta be sick? Maybe us joking about it make them sick and hence us showing disrespect for the female private part, or maybe even the male ourselves. If you think i'm am a bloody sick shit trying to explain some disgusting philosophy here...ooo...then pls move ur cursor up to the top right hand corner and give it a gentle click, and nv come visit this blog again cos there's more to come! haha! sounded a bit crude huh?! but com'on people! you guys and gals are not freshly baked [cope from charm's blog] secondary school kids or J1 youths! you people are in fact 16 going 17...for me i'm already 18! if you think things like this are uneasy, pls do not make yourself comfortable in a NC-16 movie then! =) cos its time to face what's coming your way. hey gals out there, do you perceive every guy as a decent being, thoughts free from lusts and desires? Well maybe there's people that green, just right to join your circle of sisterhood huh! haha toking about the over-feminine guys that got something cork up during their brain wiring while they are still in the womb! haha...no doubt i find them gay, but they make good pals as any others, maybe sometimes better and more real. Try imagining your dad as a gay! First thought, no way man...hell not this is gonna happen in my house! hahaXD see majority reacts like this right?! so so there's a certain level of you know discrimination even if you and a feminine guy are friends. Sometimes girls just get on my nerves, they seemingly conceal something that they possess inside and act like they don't know what's going on, but actually they comprehend the whole conversation. Maybe their mum taught them to keep the cool but look trying so hard to keep that, when we know you know, is hell UNCOOL! haha=) Well at this point, maybe some female that was daring to read on found themselves insulted and offended! Probably saying "hey mr smart aleck, what you trying to say here is so not true, you hell know shit about females, their emotions, their thoughts, their feelings!" Welll of course i do not fully understand a female, if not i would have happily been one, get myself an air ticket to Thailand and change my sex! hahaXD So its up to you to write down some comment of yours, whether to defend the females or to reinforce with my stand or just give something neutral as far as possible. heh heh :):) aiyah...my previous entry was so bloody long that people gave up reading halfway through...shall cut this short for today and let both sexes ponder...maybe its not worth the time to but maybe look around! what kinda people are you mixing around with? what do you get from them, what do they get from you? do you treasure the friendship? or is it a 2yr contract, invisibly signed by 2 parties who will eventually part as they go off in their different ways! Maybe we shan't be together, we will do fine in our seperate ways [quote from Hitch]. why do people wanna be well like, why these popular-wannabes try so hard to venture into some other's battlegrounds that they will definitely lose their war? what do you wanna gain from this 2yr of "excellent"? education?

1. 4As
2. Get into a loving r/s
3. Become prom king or queen
4. Know friends that you will never forget for the rest of your life
5. Get retained and find the beauty in it [well i tried that before, luckily i was if not i wont be in HCI]
6. Get REAL! after being ditched, having flung all your test
7. Get a scholarship and explore the overseas
8. Break the record of having the most CS =)
9. Work so hard that your DREAM seem so feasible
10.Get your first kiss
11.Get pregnant wahahah
12.Get all the possible credentials to get into your DREAM college
13. aiyah....it has passed 12mn...or to be exact, its half past 12, y'all think the rest la

As i mentioned before, JC is not about Studies! YeS! i agree to be realistic, instead of idealistic which someone always complain me of that, Studies do take up the majority! But i mentioned, i guess basketball is not all but definitely its something i will like to strive so hard, put in every particle of me, push myself to my very possible best! I must thank the Sixoh and the grand grand seniors for bringing such a beautiful thing into my life! That's to blog and to share crap and sick jokes with others! YipEee :):) Gd nite! I'm suppose to do GP essay and compre! Aiyah Heck la! hahaXD i'm big time slacker! Whee =D

Good nite!

Cabbage

haha...something that small Lisha [aka hmm...shall zip my mouth] dunch like! Went dinner yesterday with Dion and Lisha after "LONG" hours of studying. Then Dion scoop some soup and cabbage from the steamboat...then Lisha went..."Eeee...i dun like cabbage, dun want, you can have it" haha...she sounded damn funny la. Owell, i went over to Dion's house to stay over! Yay!! :) his room was damn cosy and nice! then that cramp corner where the computer was made me feel so good?! i oso dunno why? hehe =] Then we had Hotcakes with sausage for breakfast...then just now almost had mac lunch with my team. But luckily ended at 'ke ai ji'! RACheL, you bloody evil witch! your curse came true la...a bit lag though, so you gotta go home and practise more k?! =] Seasons is coming to an end, with just 2 more matches to play. I guess the TEAM wont get as close as before? Hmm...that will be sad! Oh..think too much la!

Today, i threw a ball at Jeremy's ahem ahem...then the ball roll down the stairways and went into a shop..."BoOM!" then went crashing into some of the goods...haha[oppss shouldn't laughing] then the shopkeeper was so so pissed with what happen la. then she ask me to wait while she attended to some "visible" customers. Hais...wait wait wait...then i help to rearrange back what i bowled over. I think i got all the pins down! haha XD lately i was trying to analyse people from their speech and action...then what i concluded about this shopkeeper was that she was unkind, hyprocritical, petty, unforgiving, self-contradicting, despise others easily, and v sitcom-lonely-granny-like. You know those lonely Grannies that cuddle their cat [well in most cases the cat just hate being cuddled by wrinkle-ful hands and saggy skin] hahaaXD and when some naugthy kids come rummaging in their backyard for some amusement...you know the reaction right?! She will just come out of her nest and chase them away with that crooked walking stick of hers. haha...try bringing that into the situation i went through...well, its pretty similar, just she was a bit younger and she wasn't "lame"? haha...she seem unwilling to forgive la...then when we were on our way out, she murmured some crude word. dint bother to find out but that was so un-adultly...so maybe immature...hais...see la...their fault that we turn into what we are...or maybe what ""I"" am! haha...Chemistry test! Ohmy! got lots to cover...i was thinking of something v v lame...hmm...think i shall get a walking stick soon.

Okay, here goes 2 lame "dirty" conversations
1.Do you know what did the dick say to a condom?
Cover me...i'm GOING IN!
2.Do you know what did a egg that just got laid say to anyone after it was put into boiling water?
How do you expect me to harden when i just got laid a minute ago!?
do you feel cold now? hahaha...i m...cos it just rained! BrEeZY! Yay!! =D

Aiyah..so random and rubbish...that links me to girls sometimes put on a mask of ignorance and innocence. Like when we guys say something sick...they will go...eeyer!...right? dunno leh? do you think sometimes maybe the girls know more than us? i somewhat concluded earlier this year that guys act they know alot but they dunch whereas the girls act they dunno anything but they actually know much much much more than guys! hahaha!

Alamak...i think i v full of shit nowadays...thoughts all mixed like salad...hmmm...should i add Thousand Island Sauce or just pure Mayonnaise? Oh...hey people try thinking of something FUNNY or HAPPY or BOTH and laugh about it right now. Do you feel good? Maybe think of it once in a while, you might be a happier person. If those thoughts get boring or you ran out of sweet memories. Make more of this kinda memories, so in the end, you will have lots of them for retrospective means and at 70+ of age, you will nod and smile to your grandsons and granddaugthers that you can tell them you have led a beautiful joyous life! Do something that turns you on now...ehh...sounded wrong...haha...sometimes people just say they have no time! but GOD gave us 24hours, 1440mins, 86400seconds for a good reason, and we are gifted with a brain each to make decisions and make necessary sacrifices...opportunity cost! haha! use your time wisely! Well...i'm not! hahaha...but i'm happy...that's pretty questionable...but i'm now! so when you finish reading this blog...go hug ur mama...cos its mama day! give her a big smooch cos that's the least affection you can show! oh...dun love less after this sunday okay...cos everyday is Mothers' Day!!! She forgo her beautiful eye-catching figure, she spent hours in the operation theatre, gritting, sometimes gum bleeding, experiencing the most painful thing ever on Earth...maybe in the Universe [but maybe the way the Aliens give birth is more painful XD], just to give birth to the fruit of their love. When you were young till now, they clothed and fed you well, they tolerated all your nonsense and still hopelessly love you...i think that's for my case! haha...oweelll...you know what i m trying to type right! SO LOVE YOUR MAMA RIGHT NOW! you sometimes hatred came about because of one misunderstanding and some doubts...all that caused by miscommunication and lack of hearing from both parties [the child and the parent]. If you think ur dad or mum misunderstood ur actions or ideas, tell them straight up, discuss it in a family-tone. if they still dun understand, at least you tried but make sure you know what you are doing and be able to prove them wrong positively, not by being rebellious okay! dun rush things k...it all takes time! Be patient though its hard. But many successors persist and were patient! Like Thomas Edison...he tried million times b4 that stupid bulb of he's light up! hmm...i like the word TIME! wad time is it? Oh! its 1655h...shall go study loo...thx for waking me up...its not all about bball i guess...but i will still love you...Basketball, my forever companion!

Forgave to Forgive

Just now i was asking my friend what's the past tense for "Forgive". Its "Forgave" sounded pretty weird right? Hmm...has the world become so unforgiving that made this simple word so unfamiliar. What's with forgiving someone? What's with knowing others mistakes? What's with repeating history thus mistakes? Will you still forgive? Will you be magnanimous? It all depends on the situation right? Practical in Reality, Idealistic in Theory. Owell, everything seems to be smooth sailing but when you encounter something unpleasant...it all just twist and turn to your disadvantage. Will you forgive someone that have hurt you so badly, physically or mentally or maybe spiritually, will you forgive? But maybe that's your first time making such a tough judgement, doubts, contradictions, everything just keep rushing up to queue to just get into that confused brain of yours. Are you calm enough to handle something so abrupt, something so unexpected? Actually i'm quite confused now as you can see from the disorganisation of the ideas that i'm trying to bring across. but guess what, that's a beauty, that something that really trigger deep thoughts, because now you are probably confused at what i'm saying too huh?! Shit where did i leave it cliff hanging? Owell...let it all jumble and start afresh like a white gleaming snowball, let all the things snowball down the endless slope of life! =D

Oh i was saying will you fucking forgive no mood......hahahah...okie...shall continue...heck the mood! wahahaha XD Oh...what do you think? Life is miserable when you regret not doing something that you could have done. hais...WTH lah...i'm real real confused...trying to confuse others but to no avail.

Oh...two days ago [yup...i think its 2 days ago] i woke up and looked at my phone. I was thinking, what are the gains and losses that i might have if i left it in my room and not bring it to school?! Hmm...well there's not much losses...considering that i only had 2 miss calls and 3 sms. fuck you! so random! wahahaha! Cos i gaying with Dion so i said those derogatory term. Life has become so convenient, information at our fingertips, someone mentioned...then why is life still a struggle. Many times, we might agree to it almost immediately, giving that affirmative nod...but hey! Hold on for a while, that's not the station that your train of thoughts is gonna halt. Think deeper, more mental illness, more stress, more family violence, more of everything that cause the detriments to overwhelm the goodness. What is the X factor to all this drastic changes? Everything is going faster, so fast that we cant cope...so we invent things to help us cope? Are we less abled? Are our natural abilties diminishing? Are we on the verge of self destruction? okay its quite rubbish though.....

Oh about the forgive thingy, how often have you initiated a apology when both of you are at fault? Human nature has make it so embarassing? to say words like sorry or oh it's my fault, please forgive me? haha the latter sounded a bit gay XD i forgot what i wanna say already la..cos i was in awe by Dion's Bloody HOT body. haha...

Guess that's all for tonight...i go GAY with Dion loo...cos i m naked in his room!
GAyiSm RoXXx...haha XD
Btw...thanks Xiao Mei for that comment you left me...haiyat! u JIA YOU TOO!

Tulips

Wooohooo! hais...suddenly no mood cos of one call. Wadeva la...shall continue...learn not to be affected by mood. cos being an emotional being, its tough. haha XD but yeah! Sixoh Rocked my day again! i infiltrated their class outing, went swensen for ice-cream buffet! My Favourite was the YUMMY RAISINS followed by BUTTERSCOTCH! Then actually we wanted to watch some movies but due to violent objection...we went roaming for a while then decided to take neoprints! haha XD anyway...jus no mood now...haiyat! Actually i'm writing in the word pad now then later can copy and paste onto my blog...but guess that action wont b today..cos i sianed diao...

...to be continued [i forgot they dot dot dot before or after the words?] haha XD

i was looking at my computer digital clock and it turn 12mn and the alarm rang! Cinderalla hit my mind...guess i shall abandon the prince [computer] and go running back home [go to my bed and zzzz]. y do human have heart and brain, when many say follow your heart but subconsciously or wadeva, you know that your brain will affect wadeva judgement you made, just simply because your heart is not smart and thus not strong enough to direct?

Wow~~its another wonderful day! I hate you! u suan me like siao...i v pissed la...but wad u say is true that's y...more pissed with myself! arghhh! KAOPEI! wadeva la! dun trust dun trust la...AHhHhhH! aiyah...ur words v demoralising lorh...cos i work on the basis of encouragement...once people say something negative...then i will have no mood la! so dunch u dare niao me about my grades again. i hate people to niao my grades tho they are really really bad...hahahaha XD okay complain finished

AHhHHh! still cant forget those words you say yesterday la...pretty crude and insulting! I HATE U! damn! i woke up with those words in my mind! WTH! They are loitering in my mind, diffused into my bloodstream! Ohmy! complain not so done yet huh?!

tt's for today and yesterday...really no mood to write further, FULL STOP
y do words affect so much of wad you feel? JEZZ dun care la?!!? StuPiD laHs, EXCLAMATION MARK x10 to the power of infinity!

Yet another Wonderful Day

Yay!! We won TJC today, making us the top seed in our group. Next up, we will face VJC! Bring it on!!! HC Team Rocks lahs...Oh! Thank you Student Councillors and supporters for their morale boosting cheers! WoohOOoOo! So sososososososososo HAPPY today! Ohmy! going nuts i guess...just wanna share the joy...but i guess i m the only one feeling it! hahaha! but yup!

It has come a long long way...together with my teammates,
we quarrel when the need arise, to clarify things in a man way! hehe =)
we trained all day all night to achieve our common goal
we sweat like pigs and rub against each other, YUck!
we encourage each other, always being optmistic
we support each other, pulled them up and continued
we shout in pain and persist in our trainings
we hustle for the ball no matter what circumstance
we eat dinner after training, and me always finding less money left for the rest of the week!
we talk cork and sing song[Rong Kang] and look at gals? haha
we play brigde and practise our vision as we use our periphirals to cheat! haha! then Victor always bid for no trump la...stupid!
we kao pei each other, e.g. Honda n ShaSha Bear! Lexus n Elaine! Chun Hoe n Rachael! Victor n Serene! ahahaha! XD oppss...zipppp...Oh and not forgetting Nagay! the ultimate feminine piece of shit! hhahahah

These are fond memories of HC Team that i will never forget! WoOHoOOo...Spur oN!
all de best for all the sportsman and sportswoman! Wooooo!
God bless u all! Waha! Rejoice aft every victory and play ur best in every next!
so late looo...tmr still got trg la...then wed oso got....then the lovely saturday morning occupied by trg! but i LOVE it! thanks...u guys have made trg enjoyable and tough for me!

Goodnight! Sweet Honey Dreams! Do you see Winnie the Pooh? haha XD

What's your Brand?

Eh...this is the first post with punctuation in the title...okay lame. Hmm...haha...me changed song, "I Believe I Can Fly" by R.Kelly. Oh, that time we went to K-Box and we chose this song, the MV for it was ohmy...horrendous! the lady in the screen was like dancing? strolling? dunch exactly know what she was doing lahs. Stupid MV anw...we sang with eyes closed...then dint really know what the lyrics were and lalalala...babababa...hahaha.

I was shot a question today, my teammate"shemale"...haha...went
Shemale: is that bathing ape?
Mua: yup!
Shemale: is it real? Bathing ape damn bloody ex lehs!
Mua: yeah, no la...$30+ i guess..
Shemale: chay...then not real la...
Mua: dunno la...

Sometimes have we put too much emphasis on labels? on brands? Being materialistic to a certain is not really bad, i guess. But nowadays, what we are buying are actually brands, no doubt Nike do produce better shoes and sportswear, but but, do you really need that technology on that feet of yours? A 200+ shox just for walking and probably boasting? hah...i would spend that amount on loads of GD FOOD! =) Yeah! its good to be outstanding, branded wears do attract attention but look...what kinda peep are you attracting? the metrosexuals? haha..acty i dunch fully understand that term tho. heck la.

This links me to...who are you looking for friends? The Prominents? The Famous? The Handsomes and Pretties? The Rich? i dun mean they wont make good friends or even best friends...but its the choices that restrict you into looking at someone else so beautiful within, concealed by shyness. Those that are really brave, those that are really willing to sacrifice, those that are always there for you, a shoulder to lend, tissue in one hand and the other on your back patting, saying "its okay" [almost wanna write panting!! wahahah] aiyah...dunno la...just that from the day i stepped into Hwa Chong, it seems that peep tend to approach the more popular. hais...mayb i 'm liddat too...but but just wanna voice this trend out. Eh...can be PW topic hor...Momentum...hahaha...this topic confirm F9! hahahah!

owell...Billy just like ta crap crap crap...hehe =D is there any career that needs crappy peep? gus i make millions out of it! hahaha...aiya...my back hurts...end looo

All de best and gd luck to those who have lotsa lotsa test next week! =) hehe
Good Nite! tWinkle tWinkle BIG BIG StAr! haha XD

Daedal

It means ingenious and complex patterns and functions; intricate. Could it be applied on life? Owell, maybe the complexity part right?

We are now in second round of the A Division Bball Tournament! And tmr's our match against MJC!! Gonna kick some arse man! hahaha! Sometimes i feel that when you put too much focus and energy on one thing, you tend to or in fact do lose out a lot in others. For me, i've tossed aside pretty lotsa things. My studies, owell, has always been the BEST from the back. Aiyah no la, i quite smart de, but use my intelligence on hmm bball? haha! But there are others i guess, sometimes i regret...but what to do. Hope there was really a time machine!

i wanna SLEEP! I love you too GOD! U've shown me my way! i shall edit and continue tmr! =)

b4 posting, i shall share a little sms!
B-egin your day with
L-ove in your heart
E-xpect blessing
S-hare goodness
S-hine like the sun
I-nspire someone
N-ever forget that
G-OD is with you all the time

Nice right?! Non-believers...maybe G can b G-ood frens will always be there for U~! =)
Sweet diabetics dreams to all wonderful people! Guess the world is running out of insulin! haha!