Now and forever

Why bother about tomorrow when its today?
Why bother about today when its tomorrow?

hmm...what do you think? do you think that we tend to apply the incorrect mindset in the wrong situation? Right? Like for the former, its all about today, the present, the gift of time, NOW and we worry so much possibilities of tomorrow that lead to the loss of opportunities or something that we could actually do to salvage the situation. Aye? As for the latter, like the former, the problem only surface in the near future, and we are so afraid that we actually miss all the good things in the present time. AHhHhHH...i got it all jumbled up now. shittiess... haha!! nvm you all go think about it yourself and give me some comments what you think? or otherwise...

Fortune Tellers are controllers of your actions in the future. If the person tells you that your son is gonna kill you when he grows up, i bet you will avoid him or probably kill him first before he kills you. haha!! that's for example k. Or will you accept the fate that he will kill you? In actual fact, that sentence transformed into something passive. He did not kill you but instead you died for his sake, making him an indirect killer. Like if you watch The Guardian, the guy cut himself of the cable so that his ex-trainee may live to save more lives. Something like that! but i aint telling you to look for or believe a fortune teller. haha! its just that! yup yup Life itself is unpredictable, everything is planned by God but then again you are the one who lives, you are the controller of yourself and also the handle of others, shine or not, glorify or not, its in you, your heart, mind and soul.

Actions have Consequences to Bear

Rainy Mood

Fearful as the thunder roar
Tearful as the sky weep
The world embraced by darkness
We seek shelter from the trickles
and there we search for light.

How we detest something so Fun, the pleasure in the rain, the wetness that seeps through our soul. That liquid that gels the childhood memories. Have we grown too old to forgo such indulgence? Are we too narrow-minded to look on the bright side? haha! A random thought triggered by some lame lyrics from HK drama!!! lol!!!

Taiwan = Fantasy
Hong Kong = Dream
Singapore = Reality

(= lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol =)

Like this has never happen before

Bring me back...

Helping Self

i shall not blog anything too serious or something that require much thinking because i'm just not in the right mind to do so. wahahaha!!!

Jimmy i bought SS2G!!! wahahaha!!!

I love my Grandma sss!!! wahahaha!!!

i'm FAT!!!

And happy!!! 2 words to describe my uncle... CRAZY FUN!!! we were watching Gozilla, then the French secret service was having some tea break while working on the case. Then my uncle went WOOOH...nice nice, then he asked me if i was hungry, if i had just enough space for coffee and snacks... then we went to rummage the fridge after we selected the coffee. We found Boston Pie and yumm yumm!!! damn nice laaaaaaaaaaa.. and gueess what we mix our coffee with? WHISKEY!!! hahaha! its nice you know, you should try!! the bitter sweetness with a little dreamy alcoholic feel! wahahahaha! i'm high now!! moreover, i received lotsa ang bao for shopping!!! and more to come when the wedding comes!!! wahahahaha!!! Extort Extort and Extort!!! then Buy Buy and Buy!!! then go Bankrupt Krupt and Krupt!!! what a vicious circle!!! (is it cycle or circle)

okie..i shall write something that has been on my mind since when i thought of it and if i dun write it now, it will soon fade away like the burnt ashes of the world conflicts...WTH...hahaha!!!

here we go, now fasten your seat belts and hold on!!!

lame start aye? hahah! okie...i shall commence...i was watching this short Japanese drama after promos alamak...i am attracted to Taiwan politics on TV...continue later!

Super Duper Fun!!! Lalalala..=D

At Four

now its ten to four in the morning. As i pack my luggage and bid farewell to Singapore for a little while...4 weeks aint that long aye?

Hope my coach won't kill me when i come back!!! Missing 4 weeks of training which total up to be 8 sessions!!! wakakakaka!!!

my washing has kept me awake and since its all done, dirty laundry now clean and dry, i shall take a nap preparatory to the embarkation of the journey back home tmr=) i'll miss all of ya!!! anyone wants anything?

I'm Flying ~~Zoom Zoom~~

Sock War

Fire in the hole!!! Boom Boom Boom!!! hahaha...a little game that i was playing with my pal after balling. i took off my stuffy shoes and undressed my stinky socks and rest my feet on the cooling floor. Then thanks to my ingenuity, i pick up one of my yucky socks and started launching them at my fren~ wahahaha!!! there goes world war 3, but this time much more primitive, we attacked each other with smooth and soft smelly socks!!! hahaha! Yucks!! but it was fun though disgusting.. =P We aimed at the face and defended ourselves with each other's pillows!! hahaa!!! anw....we ceased when we decided that we were too starved to carry on the vigorous activity. got our arse sitting at one of the coffee shop in Sixth Avenue.

wait arh...i wanna write about helping yourself to help others or maybe conglomerate merging between humans...but the "aroma" has invaded my brain, all energy used to fight off the smell! haha! i'll write later i guess! wahhahaha!!! We gonna watch Akeelah and the Bee!!!

If you turn blind, wouldn't the world be more beautiful?

Planetians

i shall reproduce the missing post for archiving. hahaha! i like it though it came randomly... =)

i was Earth, you were the Moon. The Sun was the source of joy. Your existence felt, you were around, orbiting alone. I first noticed you at night, when you reflected joy with that sunshine smile of yours. There my darkness chased away, my fear scrammed for cover. It was so warm and my cold heart touched! i got curious and sent some astronauts. i found out more and light years decreased. Curious gravity pulled us closer, we met, and like Moon hitting Earth, something disastrous happened!

We fell in LOVE! The End... hehe:):)

M.I.A.

Missing in Action, my latest entry Planetian is gone!!! haha! anw since its super random, it shall return to the air of randomness so that someone bored might so randomly think about it too! hahaha! But how dare the failure of internet steal it away!!! RaHhHhHH!

lol! ya! my language is kinda poetic at times, and that's why i always fail my GP essays. Always writing in phrases and clause, leaving a room full of ambiguity and suspense. but that ain't what the examiner wants so i GG cos they catch no balls!! hahaha! i got variety!!! i'm a colourful person k! lol! i use vulgarities other than sweet nice stuff! wahahahahaha! Optimist? Just looking on the bright side of life to live longer... XD

oh~ i'm supposed to attend some club meeting for bball but heck la! i love my cosy bed with laptop not on lap and watch HK drama!!! muahahah! and Jimmy will tell me about it. its good having friends ayE?! =)

Answering YES to one is rejecting all others

Appreciate Sacrifices

Hmm...after much procrastination, and before my bath, i shall blog about what i promised to blog. Sounds funny huh? owell...i was thinking this when i saw ZhongWei taking pictures during Festival of Sports, Scream, Mid Autumn Festival and so on. He missed out so much fun but fun may have been defined differently for him. Maybe his passion lies in those lens and memory sticks and photos of joyous moment. I assumed that he sacrifice his time taking photos for the forgetfuls, who did not have a camera with them, instead of mingling with his friends, bonding with the class or just lazily dazing at home. Well, i'm sure there's times when you need to sacrifice something in order to achieve excellece in the other. Or will you sacrifice for the joy of others? Will you step into an orphanage and volunteer yourself? In both cases, they require you to make a choice, the first being which is of higher priority, but its pretty subjective i guess. The second being the consistency in helping, the accountability that you have on others. Oh! i volunteered at this Childcare at Bukit Batok! its pretty fun!!! come join me...then can be accountable to each other and go! Jezz Come!!! Hmm...are you sacrificing enough or are you just unreasonably asking for convenience? I dun really understand the last sentence, you think about it la! then explain to mua k! =)

Next up we have our special guest, Mr. Appreciation, from Dictionary! lol! you must agree with me that most of the times the things you do, you would love others to appreciate it, others to acknowledge your work. Am i not right?! hahaha! So as i was reviewing Devil Wears Prada once again, i missed out this significant twist in the movie. The one that cause the poor employee to stand up again. It goes like [not "once upon a time everyone lived happily ever after!"] lol! the boss is tough on ya, everytime you do something right, you get no praise, no acknowledgement, it seems all too reasonable for you to do so. However when you get haywire, screw up something, she goes helluva crazy and blast at you like THX theatres! So there goes your Strong, persevering front cracking along the line of weakness, every blow is a new weathering process, so what ya do? Get so fed up, wanna quit but you ain't that weak, on the other hand, you're pulling your hair, dyed tears from your mascara and makeups and very much on the verge of any form of breakdown?! Let me paint you a new picture, you want credit for whatever you do right or killing yourself trying so hard but you dun get it. You feel pissed and storm around like an angry rhinoceros, fury is your horn, [i dun get this part too] oweell, you might just hurt someone when you're that pissed so watch it. control it. let me digress abit, i once told my mum that everyone has mental illness, it is the level at which you can suppress yourself. Like being angry can be psychotic. so learn to control yourself. But you know what, you ain't trying hard enough. What the Boss is doing is just pushing you to your true abilities, allowing you to achieve excellence. So think again, think carefully. Has anything you done get overlooked, you feel discouraged and suck it man...i'm doing this no more. something along this line _______ you see the line? haha! like school teacher picks on you, is it the teacher's problem or is it you with your fucked up attitude? Dun always so eagerly push the blame on others? look at your minute self? Do you worth what you have with so much complains and whining? Sometimes we humans are just ungrateful son-of-a-bitch. Sorry for the heavy loaded words, you smell smoke? poof! i heard this somewhere sometime ago, it says if you die, no one's gonna care, the Earth carries on spinning and people will just carry on with life. Sad Fact ain't it? It's true nonetheless! So make yourself important, not make money or climb up the ladder of power, but the key to such significance is to LOVE! be one and show the world!

Mother Theresa did it! Why not YOU!?