Farmer Lee TBC

this post should be entitled "Hundredth", reason being its the first hundred post!!! Sadly, its not something that is worth celebrating, if not this could bail me out of my little prison. But i liked the randomness today, saw Rong Kang at the courts, then he approach me and ask if i wanted to go to the movies. Whheee "Letters of Iwo Jima" the "Iwo" is pronounced as Ee wu, i think, that's what Anna told me. haha!!! so Fun and Random. oh! did i tell you why some people are so random? that's simply because we are made up of particles of all sort and they carry out BROWNIAN MOTION! lol!! ohwell...

oppss...sorry to people who visit my blog and find the same old entry again and again. Well, my week's slammed and similarly the weeks to come. =D under stress but i like it somehow. Balancing everything! i guess?!? haha! been coughing non-stop, all that yucky stuff accumulating at my throat. Bleahhh...my life seem to start in school and end in school. haha!! so busy...come back ZzzZZZzZz...social life has been restricted to bballers and familiar faces with several exceptionals. =]

little something i tried. Did you know that the 2 bucks you pay for MAC delivery, not only buy you convenience but also a special service. haha! the special service is making your once crispy fries soggy and spilling some of your addictive coke. its more of what you find in the bin than from a massive fastfood chain. And one day, i decided to make my way to KAP and get a takeaway. When i reach Hostel, the fries were still reasonably good and there were no spillage[maybe cos i finished my coke lol].

Okie here's the main course...sorry for the lame and tasteless appetizers.

the title for this entry is with all due respect to Mr erm...you-know-who with his unique accent and charisma. hahaha!!! wait, i still happy with the little random trip today! haha!!!

Without further ado, i shall present you Farmer Lee. i'm thinking of this stupid and common joke, the one where...okie i'm gonna try tell it here!!

Farmer A sells Potato
Farmer B sells Banana
then what does "Farmer C sell"?
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okie...family, to me it seems like a childhood memory, something foreign in my teenage years, probably nearing the entrance of adulthood. i think i'm quite a family oriented person so to speak. As in i like depending on others for certain stuff, stuff like convenience, convenience like Food, Laundry etc. But my predicaments are beyond this superficial comforts. you know sometimes when you argue with your parents, exchanging Asian gestures as you spew sorrows, anger, discomfort and blah blah that's so forcefully compressed in your stomach. Boom! Bam! Wham! sometimes i'm envious of such situations, not that i encourage disharmony, but the fact that physical interaction is still intact in the house. You know how some couples breakup? They boom boom boom, then proceed on to cold war and when neither side take the initative for a peace talk, things go out of hand, like giving a crack in the glass a forceful prod, letting the lines of weakness extend further and finally shattering to the grounds. i know most of you are planning for overseas study, so better treasure your family now! You won't like the feeling of spending holidays or festivals without your family, maybe the first year might be alright but subsequently, it seems unbearable. But then again, its me, you guys might be more independent then. haha!!! and more mature?!?! lol. sometimes i would like to blame my parents for setting me up, seemingly cheating on me but then with MATURE contemplation [lol] i guess this environment is all good and healthier for mua... the mean, evil, defiant, chaotic, disruptive ME to be tamed by the purity of this cozy yet boring island. hahaha!!! Oh, last time CatHS had morning devotions and our DM told us to go home and help our parents wash their legs or do something special...so cool, then i nudge my friend, eh, i do for your mum la, my parents overseas.. lol.. okie... lame... wadeva... done...

happy post! XD

Love the sibling that always fight with you over the TV
Love your mum who always nag nag nag nag nag
Love your father for neglecting you so as to provide you with a better life
Love your grandparents who always spoil you
Love your maid [Rachel Yuen!!!] who help organise things at home

Family

i was about to tell you the experimental results of something when the whole damn cup of coke found its way to my whole damn table! now the whole damn army of ants gonna march their way up the wooden sides and invade my territory! arghhh!!! Dammit!!!

okie...ohwell, that's part of life, my roommate said, the bad part, the sucky part haha!!! he's so right so i've to accept my fate and clean up before i calmly type my words here. If not, i would have smashed the laptop with my angry fingers. lol

continue later...
think about your family, each and everyone, dad, mum, siblings, grandparents, how have they made an impact on your life? what are their character traits? how do you interact with them (argue, superficial talk or...) take some time to peruse... i'll tell you more later. =D

School

i'm surrounded by Good people

people of wisdom

people with a kind heart

people with porno thoughts lol

people with emotions

people with defects

people who are nearly perfect

people who i see will shine

people who are unselfish

people who are smart and humble

people who are zai in bball and humbe (ME!!!)lol

people who love something

people who has a passion in serving

people in interact committee

people who goes for OCIP

people in the Council

people in my CCA

people in my class

people in my ex-class

people in my ex-ex-class

people in my ex-chinese class

people who taught me

people with cocked up brains

people with corny jokes

people who share and take

people who see things differently

people who show you the reality

people who make things dreamy

people who paint you a beautiful picture

people who get you something foul

people like you, so unique that i love each and everyone of you.
Even if you did wrong, i'll forgive and i hope you do so for others to.
Even if you are selfish, i hope i share with you so that you might share with others
Even if you hate me to the core, i might give you my all, so that you learn to love

and by saying so, i am confessing here, things i'm trying to achieve, and i hope you can join me in achieving for there is no room in this world left for hatred. heh =D we live in a world full of loving souls!! so be one and be like Christ(sorry not trying to evangelise here) but i guess there are values that we should learn from HIM! =D


Again, i'm surrounded by wonderful people like you
and that makes me live just another day :D Thank You

Detest

ShengYu ask me to type something so here's something for you all to think.

Earlier this year, i was thinking of saving up and it wasn't for materialistic means or anything close. But this time the cash left in my piggy bank is used up to buy food and stuff so that i can share the joy i derived from consuming these items. Firstly, i bought lotsa brownies from the interact club and distribute it to a number of people. Then i bought food for my chinese class, it feels good to see people happy yea... =D And guess what, i only used a portion of my monthly allowance to make people happy for that few minutes when they knew there's free food and that extra few minutes consuming those food... XD

Why bother looking good when all this money spent on clothes and lush stuff can actually be spent to make someone's day. Not that they require you or you are obliged to do so but it's just something i thought worth investing. No doubt that we should take care of our own self interest before looking into others like the usage of oxygen mask on planes (first help yourself then the others) but sometimes when i go down to the hostel cafe to buy stuff, i would think of people around me, get them something for lesson, add a little something tasty...haha!!! i guess they are worth being treated like that. Just get a outing uniform, cheap Giordano jeans, a nike t-shirt and some decent sneakers and you are ready to go anywhere on Earth, why spent loads on superficials that can actually be the cost of other's happiness.

And as i think of this, i proceed on to a very marxist ideology. If everyone is liddat, people would demand simple for themselves but the good and service that they pay to make other's happy is not, meaning there will still be a market for capitalism. shit, i contradict my own damn thoughts...

okay, waittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt...

oh i was trying to say, if we demand so simple for ourselves and others alike, then we would only be stagnant in terms of satisfiable wants and be contended with the standard of living. Thus there will be a lack of human progress and economic growth in the society. Hereby, my title for this entry comes in and thus become something more than desirable. See, if people were not selfish, if they were not forever hungry for more, if they were not realistic and cruel, then this world will just stop rotating and there won't be globalisation and riots. since all these are derived from the competivity of the rapidly growing world. And the ingredients that brew this competivity are most of the time the character traits that we detest so much that we might be willing to stab that person if Singapore was lawless. lol....just kidding =X

Well, i guess we live in a world where character traits coexist, in moral terms, this might be wrong but in the eyes of economists, they are the most desirable character traits just to beef up the economy. Even in HC, we see a balance of chemistry, although the ratio of nice people to okay people is overwhelming, i'm not lying k...haha. And before you start hating that person so much, look at it with a different perspective, maybe he or she is the one with this irritable competivity(selfishness, back-stabbing) that creates that job opportunity that you so capably took up as your career. its a sad fact yea? Life is like that and maybe since you are so kind and nice (cos you are reading my blog) maybe you can approach him or her and show her a better side with you the living example and at the same time preserve that irritable character, making it as subtle as possible. So that our society would progress and be more open to erm...sex? haha!!! that's the topic for our GP now...heh

Thinking like white light that goes through a prism

Sleepless

wow!!! its 3:33 now, the other time was 4:44. haha! this is cool.

hmm...its pretty early and i'm contemplating about my situation, i recognise the problem but it seems they are just smokescreen to something deeper, something i actually lack all the time. Something that i seek from others and something i long for. Now the desire grew stronger and subconsciously, i search harder as the day goes by. I acknowledge that i am in a state of ennui with the routine schedule, school basketball school basketball, there's nothing happening that really matters that really suck my interest. But they are just problems on the surface, the superficials, there are greater problems, maybe just one core problem that seems too shy to transpire in the eyes of strangers. That the basis of life, without it you live not, and in its presence, you are forever victorious.

Again, i may seem clear with my targets and goals but then are they just that or is it because others expect me to do so and thus i'm aiming for them. It's not mine i guess, it's their's. Maybe this is another ingredient that brews the boredom with a little something else. What do i want out of this year? The first month has past and many more to be past, procrastination is creeping back in again. Time flies, everyday i look at my phone and as the seconds tick, it seems that i'm spending time in prison, awaiting to be release back to where i belong and where i belong has turn itself into a dream forgotten. Where did i come from, where do i belong, where's where...

there're things to rectify, if not it will all be too late...siansss...i shall enjoy my one week break. =D

I need the last Element

Ennui

lately, alot of people asking me why i so ennui... hmm... Good question, this year is so unlike me. Maybe its the age shift from the fantastic teenage to a young boring adulthood. and maybe its the amounting stress in both school work and basketball, i'm just very tired at times. heh..excuses to persevere, so feeble, so prone to fail, that's the real me? i dunno and i shall not waste anymore energy to find the answer to this possible rhetorical question.

Please let something alleviate my mood!!!