HC Dream Team

today we went to NYGH indoor basketball court to train! o shit i no mood to write...wait i edit then...ZzZzZzz

Fan Kill

OMGosh monday is such a horrendous day of the week! Not to mention monday blues but the squashed up curriculum and monotonous lectures. bahhh :( However, it was great to see familiar faces and those welcoming smile hanging on their jaws [was thinking about what King Kong did to the T-Rex's jaws! haha!].

And today, i received a cool cute minute card from a amazingly wonderful friend. Do you think "Fan Kill" sounds like "Thank you"? Ah...whatever!

What does "Thank You" really mean?
It means thank you for taking the time to show that you care.
It means "you really make my day".
It means you make me feel so nice, and i wish i could do the same for you.
It means you didn't have to...but i'm so grateful that you did.
It means you've done something special that i'll never forget.

Owell God Bless you too...and all under the clouds...so God can shower his blessing =]

Have you ever compared the feel of drinking cold liquid on an hot hot day and drinking hot liquid in an relatively cold condition [like you feel real cold namely in cinemas or shopping malls]. What can you relate this feelings to? I felt the difference and wow...cant really relate to anything! haha! XD im weird...Ohmy! tell me wad u think okie!!?

Sweet Dreams!! i wanna persevere but its so hard, and i hate regretting again!

Unprofitable Trade

Nothing much to write todae but just felt like typing few words. I was accompanying my friend, Jeremy, trudging through the streets of the dead! haha XD Battered bodies and feeble legs, wobbling like old mamas. haha XD

O well, i went down to Cineleisure World of Sports, then found this really nice slippers. However, they do not have my size, so i took one of their catalogue and practically called up every WOS in SG to find out if they still have stock. I thought US10 would be okie for my enormous feet, and the outlet at Toa Payoh had it. So i travelled all the way there and get the good and paid for it. Then when i reach Hostel, i kinda think that its too small, so after second thought, i sold the pair of slippers to my dear friend who has a smaller foot than mua at a discount of $4. Sad, but at least i get back some money instead of stuffing my feet into the uncomfortable straps. Well, back decision, good unprofitable trade though. haha XD

So now, i shall sleep cos tomorrow got Training!! I love Training!

Miss you lotsa [L]

Day Sad Day

8th March 2006, 40082 people died, 67201 new born babies, 1238 new AIDS cases, Ozone layer expanded another 1.274 metres over Australia, and

HC was filled with lotsa sad souls, weeping in the heart, tearing on the face. The once exuberant ambience of HC was wiped out by the Evil force of the HC Admin. Well they took 2 days to come up with new class distribution and timetables, efficient ya? Maybe they just din't give a damn to our feelings and simply, randomly picked sacrificials and dumped them into different classes. Haiz...i love my class!!! its like when you get so attached to something and someone just snatch it away from you. That feeling, OMGoshhh...totally suck...mental torture.

Dachuan, man of the day, willing to sacrifice his position in class just to make life easier for rest. Yea, Siew Ching, i agree with what you wrote on the class blog, definitely, we hadn't made him have a sense of belonging to SixoH, well not all can, its pretty personal when it comes to this kinda stuff. Well, what Dachuan did triggered a thought in me, he's sacrifice was for the sake of the comfort of others. Nowadays, relationships, if you ask your friends ,who are in a relationship now, whether they are ready to sacrifice for their love ones, they might well give you the politically correct answer, "Yes, i will sacrifice for him or her!" but how many actually do so? Love is just getting so superficial, so vague! :( Passionate Love, comes quickly, vanish even faster. Haiz, if one day my teenage son come running to me and say "Papa i love this girl so much and i m gonna marry her!" well i will think, yea, go ahead and love, nothing wrong to that, but at his age, he probably what love is all about, what it really takes to love someone so deeply. Sacrifices, Commitments, Trust...simple words found in Dictionary but hard to put them in action i would say. Well coming to have a second thought, guess the scenario i brought up wont stand, cos kids keep lotsa secrets and troubles to themselves instead of discussing it with their parents, what has the WORLD become of? Are we self-destructing, bringing about new pyschological illness to the once BEAUTIFUL nature. Can you believe 20% of American kids gotta visit shrinks.

Well i shall end now and bathe...Yeapee...then later eat Bread with Nutella!! Yum Yum!! Hope the sweetness can heal part of my shattered heart. =]

Stay Strong people [E]

Pop-uP Thought

Well, i came to think of this few days back when i was in the stuffy laundrette. Its about jokes and comments that can be so carelessly hurting. The situation here that i encountered is somehow similar to many of yours, i guess.

Case ::: You[Gamma] have 2 friends Alpha and Beta, but Beta dunch know who is Alpha or probably they are only on Hi-Bye terms. One day Alpha approach you and chit-chat, sing song, talk cork, play manjong =]. In the conversation, Alpha kinda insulted Beta just because of the appearance, something superficial. However, you, Gamma, buried your conscience with the crude talks and unpleasant comments, just because you din't wanna feel EXTRA, you wanted to blend into the meaningless conversations, you shy off to avoid embarassment, well your silence has consented to their incredible, unvalid judgement of a supposedly very nice person, who is Beta! If Beta get to know of this, what would Beta think of you? Beta would probably be broken-hearted, knowing that you kept quiet to what was false! And you continued mingling without a sense of opprobrium. The decision you made, will definitely change the Alpha's perspective of Beta. Silence meant you reinforce his stand by keeping quiet and conveying the idea that you agree to it. On the other hand, Erecting [haha ex-con] from the crowd, correcting the misconception, hereby you not only remind Alpha not to judge a book by its cover, also, you stood up for what is true and that's very courageous of you.

Well as you can see, Gamma is a straight, upright ray deflected to no where. It stands for the truth, and YOU shall be the one that correct the misconceptions of either Beta or Alpha! This does not only apply in Friendship. In society, anywhere around you, we sometimes, walked away from the truth, we lived in denial, we forced ourselves to trust what is evidently false. We are not brave enough to challenge the authority or even individuals, not brave enough to stand up and tell them that they are WRONG! So maybe you would like to take a minute off your slammed week packed with social parties for hypocrites, who so often put on a smiling mask but backstab you, think, reflect, HAVE YOU BEEN DOING THE RIGHT THING?!?!

[A] Stand for what is TRUE, Speak of what is TRUE, Analyse what is TRUE!
[B] Rumours and Gossips are for classless petty bunch of undesirables.
[A] or [B] its up to you! =]

Oya, that day, Xie lao yao guai came down to class bench to catch those who pon CSP. So funny! Then Mr. Loi who was supposedly heading to the canteen for lunch came over to the class bench and crap with us. hehe :) then we nod and nod waiting for either one to break the silence. Men are just less expressive than women. Well term ending and the long dreaded CSP is coming to an end...curtain close, show's over. Hmm...well well i have 2 more days with you guys my dear SIXOH! You guys are Treasure that is hard to come by, well Life is a series of good bye...

....always to be continued [H]