Break Bond

hmm...charm, i dun wanna do the tagged thingy cos i came up with my own favourites and found out that you stick to jon's post...so fed up!!! haha! And i must clarify that i ain't that healthy!! i got right knee injury, two frequently dislocating shoulders and like MQ said...a sick head [pun] haha! Before i left for the airport...i was watching this channel that was showing this church service...then they invited a man to sing for the opening of the service. He sang "You Raise Me Up" Damn nice!!! Bloody nice!!! hahaha!! wad a gd farewell song... Stupid la, they gave me the ham seat again...cos there's 2 to sandwich me in between! Then no more Movenpick and Haagen Daz on board Cathay! tsk! Ended up with a magnum! not nice one but better than nothing! haha!

And for blocks...haiss...sigh...hope i score for bio! that's the least i can do i guess! Thursday can just ZzzZzzz for a gd 5 hours! wahahahaha! XD

Sunshine gives Vitamin D
Your smile make you my Sunshine!
Make me healthier!!!

Suspension

shall stop crappy for a while till after blocks! all that rubbish thoughts are hindering my revision process! wahahhaa! well...SG to HK to SG both going backs feel good but which one? dots...

A chocolate a day keeps the sadness away! heh :)

Visitation

Went to Hospital today to visit an old friend of mine! the Doctor! havent been seeing one in months...the reason i was there was because my headache has prolonged till now and its kinda annoying so gotta give it a check and see if it was still JUICY! haha! Well, prior to my visit to the hospital, i came up with my own Diagnosis...it was something like...after PSLE, i din't really involve my brain actively in any situation...thus causing a crust of rust that further protects the brain from exterior impact, in the presence of my thick skull.. XD symptoms were as follow, childishness, no change in IQ and perfect understanding for all subjects [why? cos no complexity was actually allowed access into my brain, so everything seem quite simple and easy! what a Genius i m! wahaha XD] Well, my EQ [using heart] and SEX drive [using u-know-where] was still developing at unimaginable rate! haha! its like Japan, they needed little for army thus a strong economy...get it? haha! oppss...just for laugh =D well its stupid... okay...then i was concluding that the headache was caused by the sudden abuse of brain lately, when trying to revise all the subjects for blocks. Guess the revision was mr. Prince Charming, coming to rescue the Sleeping Beauty that's locked up in an old dusty layer of rust! Crap! haha!

the truth was...doctor say i got migranE!!! GG! going for MRI scan on friday morning! FUN!! i like seeing all that luminous black and white...for me...never anything abnormal. hehe :) that's kinda blessing i guess...so watch out for your own body k...dun hurt urself!!! but till now....i still think that my diagnosis is correct!! haha

Yay!! I love the feeling of Block Tests!
Seeing you guys so nervous is so FUN!
shitss...i'm going nuts...blame it on the Migrane!!

Miami Heats had risen as Champions!! YEAH!

Replies

Yes! Siobhan! i'm v happy in HK but you guys ain't here :( quite surprised to see your comment, cos i thought you were one of the victims that diee off during my cold war with my blog sometime earlier this year! haha! Oh! you should have told me you wanted the bracelet!! then you will probably say that i should have asked first! hahaha~ And charm! those that go shopping with you and bitch about bras are GAY!! wahahaha! Owell Mich Goh! wahahah! see i mentioned ur name! lame lor!

i was reading an entry entitled "I write"
hmm...bloggers, why do you blog, when most of the time you inject emotions and feelings into them. Let's not talk about those forum-like blogs...but those of personal ones. Well well, we show the world, the people that read our blogs, the audience that we are trying to reach not. Are blogs merely an outlet, a psychiatric chair or are there unknown intentions that even the writers themselves might not fully acknowledge, right? Or is blog a mental phenomenon that's yet to be identified and proven since psychology is pretty subjective in many ways. For example, an introvert might not be able to find someone in reality to express his/her feelings, thus isolate herself in cyber space and search the companionship that only fantasies allow. But i must say the bloggers i know ain't very much in this category. Good News! haha! wait i must clarify between forum-like and thought provoking ones. well forums are for discussions while the latter is more of a message that triggers thoughts where comments and replies are not necessary. Owell, my brain is kinda drained...and Charm, your post also identify a parent-child relationship. Hmm...openness between you and your parents, like the condratictions that you have written, it seems publications ain't much for the public but only for a desired group. Actually i sense that too, i feel you, like i don't want my parents to know how my world rotates all the time. its pretty confusing and i shall stop cos its causing me headache. keke :D hmm..if you told your mum that curiosity kills a cat, then she might intepret it as, there must be something serious going on in that blog...i must find out!! haha! When all the time you were just trying to say you need privacy! hahahaha! i was watching this HK series and the actor was going through this thought. Women spend half their time thinking too much, the other half...bringing their problems into men's life, making a big fuss about the smallest things! waahahaha! Sexist!! Ermm...did you guys watch "What a woman wants" by Mel Gibson. Its good to know how others think, how they feel and what they want. But knowing everything just annhilate all magic in life! Agree? So much so that you wanna know how your crush feels about you, but coming to think about it, if you knew, will you love her like the way you did when you din't.

Living in Mystery is Beautiful
Living in Misery is Painful

Chit Chat

Women just love to communicate, whichever part of the body they use, they are able to successfully convey their ideas or express herself. i was having lunch with my dad and a bunch of women who's helping out for the Fathers' Day celebration today. The way they talk across the table was remarkable! They were like changing audience and subject and tone and expression so quickly, yet they were still comprehensible among the group of women. Ohmy! me and my dad just sit down enjoying the noise and focus on the food and nothing else! hahaha! hmm...but i like the way they talk...so much chraisma and actions.. hehe :) then they were talking about the other time during Mothers' Day, i think they gave out or were given talks about Breast Enlargement Pills. And they went crazy...berserk! Talking about...nah..you dun need them, unless you are 32A or whatever...i went dot dot dot...then i raised my hand to conceal my little chuckles of how mature women would talk about their chest. hahaha! they are so not shy at all, maybe that's the difference between virgins and what do you call them. Well sorry green horns, not trying to insult your chastity and maybe maturity. I think there's a new level of knowledge and openness in female conversation as they age...hahahah! OLD WOMAN!! Good Day!

Pink for Bitchy XD

Green Juxtaposition

Just finish bathing...was using my leg to creating some mini sesmic waves, forming a little Tsunami in the bath tub! haha! Oh! i'm super duper happy! Bought 2 shoes! whee!! :) Damn shiok! haha! Shopping is FUN with enough cash.. hehe :p Disneyland Hotel was great great too! the food, the bed, the view and...and...and...i forgot XD well the view consist of the sea, a glistening aqua in the day, a fiery phoenix during sunset and liquid coal at night! Woohoo! then comes the sky i never saw, cos of the grey clouds that never fall. that means no star and moon!! then there were isles, erection of lustful soil that eagerly escape the frictions and conflicts between the Earth plates. All this cast into the frame of the window, a ever flowing picturesque natural beauty. Oh! we had this buffet at the Mickey Restaurant at the lobby, and i thought the waiters will dress up in Disney character suits...LoUsY!! but the food was real GOOD!! Yummmmmm... then there was the choc fountain! Taking the angular blocks of fruits, forming them into rows of sacrificials yet to enter the "cesspool" of chocolate. Then changing that colourful assortment of fruits into a dull ugly brown. However nutritionally warm, sweet and happy? haha! Ohya...the tim sum...ohmy! Rocks my world! haha! so full eating them, making me a 5month pregnant man after every meal! hahahah!

Oh, i was listening to my dad speak over the phone during one of our lunches. the convo was like unknown: do you think we should get sovenirs for the Father?
Dad: of cos, if we had them for the mums, there's no reason for the Dads to go home empty handed, right?
unknown: okay then
Convo will be destroyed in 5 seconds. [MI3] :D
then i was thinking, men took pleasure into making babies? women took the pain to carry that enormous stomach around and then push them out into the world. In this sense, should we honour our mummies more than our daddies? hahah! weird thought. no doubt without that spear looking cell, we won't be here, but was it given out carelessly just for the sake of lust? hmm...dunno...hahah! wth la! owell, just some crazy thoughts! wahahahah XD

Oh! you know there are Disney Characters that go around allowing people to have a picture with them right?! i was wondering, since Cinderalla or Snow White are so pretty, why on Earth would females take picture with them? Aint it demeaning your own beauty? i mean when i look at the photos, i would...Oh! that's you, that Snow White is real pretty...Chio-er than you la! muahahaha XD! I'm being mean! well...call me Mr. Meanie! haha! okie dokie...parents preparing dinner so no one is around to nag at me for the moment...keke :):) lalalalala...

It all seems possibly impossible

Home Sweet Home

Home sweet home~! =) The feeling of scooping rice from the cooker, laying on the sofa watching HK TV!!! Oh! went to the grocery stores and the butcher shop!!! wahahahXD so FUN!!! went to buy ingredients for dinner and food so alien to me since my stay in Hostel. i was like thinking "are these from Heaven?" muahaha XD Yummy!! YAY!! then Thursday going to DisneyLand, not much of the games and rides...but the FOOD! cos we gonna stay there for a night! kekeke =)
Then i found my company for childishness! while i was switching channels during a commercial break...we came to this channel then my mum went..."Watch this, I want! Its NICE!! Watch Watch!!" i was like okay...we watch this instead...haha...my mum is kinda more "retarded than me i guess..?!?! Now i know where that kiddish genes of mine came from! XD

Then i was walking pass this park today and this bunch of oldies were playing some golf-like game...like stick and bigger balls...4 times as big...then there's these small goals that they will whack the ball through...they are so so accurate la! Super Duper ZAI!!! and i went to play full court...luckily my skills were still there but the stamina...ermm...let's not comment about it...hehe :p Oh! and bcos of the game..i was late for dinner then papa and mama waited for like 45mins..OpPpSsS!! haha...then dad abit pissed cos i told my mum i will be back before dinner time.. haha...heck la...Men unlike women aren't petty so its all good! haha XD

Oh! can someone come HK for vacation now? cos then you can invite me to bring you around and therefore find some reason to get out of HOME! i wanna go shopping and munching! Mama found a new job other than a housewife [if u consider that's a job] she's now a part-time security guard, looking after a vault...and guess what's inside...her poor son forced to study!!! ARgGHHHH!!! AHhHH!!! SOS sent!! haha!! come salvage me!!! haha! i dun wanna be the next Titanic...sunk before the rescue team arrive. :):)

Any request for like commodity or service from Billy International Pte. Ltd? i mean if you wannna get something from HK just call 999 or 995 or IMH...you will get yourself caught for lunatism [is there such a word...i took it from lunatic XD] wahahahah XD! Owell, just post comments and i will try to get them for ya...if they are within my budget, you might get...i say might...them...and i really mean might...free! =) Fat Hope la!! hahahaha!

Okay...shall post aft Disney's trip or when i come up with something crappy. Do you sense a change in style in my BLOG? was just wondering...hehehehe!

Gdnite to all Beautifuls and Wonderfuls!
Start counting your blessings now.
You might be happier off knowing what you have than what you dun have!
Say CHEESE!!! Yes!! Cheese roX!

On Air

I shall start an entry airborne. Still on the Flight CX734, 1847h, another hour to kill before i touch down. There's this baby crying real loud in front, guess he wants milk or maybe poo poo! haha! Oh! btw...the Radio on the plane really sucks big time. Hmm..the classicals and Jazz aint that bad but NAH the rest OMG CMI! hahaXD well...personal preference i guess :) let me gather my thoughts again. Oh i was watching Big Momma's House 2 just then...it ended so i am bored...sitting at my not so comfortable seat..neither along the aisle nor by the window, sandwiched in between passengers. one sleeping another reading on an article on Da Vinci Code. Oh did you know China banned it? So much of politics and respect for religions huh? But let me tell you one thing, the Chinese government is just jealous that the American's Hollywood is earning big bucks with it. hahahaha! I think that's true to a certain extent, agree? 16 hours ago, i finished watching Chicken Little and i enjoyed it and the second thing i'm gonna tell you is that i found Animations much more meaningful than you know the non-animated movies. Its just that maybe the moral behind it is another selling point of the movie other than the cuteness and retardedness that appeal to the evil kids. [watch The Omen and you will know] XD

Yup! and i was reading Nicholas Sparks's "The Wedding" halfway through. took me 3 days...well i'm undeniably a slow reader. [Billy nod nod] :):) i've been thinking while watching this movies and having in mind something great is gonna happen [do you know what's gonna happen?] It's FATHERS' DAY!! haha!

Well well, when was the last time you laughed with your family? Crack a Joke with him? hmm...talk to your papa...make him feel young...but let the delusion not get too deep, teach him something new and perhaps he will realise that's he still old! ahahaha! Communication and interaction are important no matter where. Family, relationships, friendships. It doesn't matter how you convey, the significance is that you actually do it! Loving is hard, Showing is even harder. Dun assume that your parents know that you love them, so maybe someday sometime, a little kiss on the cheek or a hug or something small but touching. Maybe like "Hi Dad!" but dun continue asking about work, cos you must know MAN dun talk alot and they are tired and weary after a long day. Your greetings will definitely brush away some of that weariness. Then he might be wondering, hmm...wassup with my kid? Fishy. haha...then he will ask...do you want something? hahahaahahaha! XD well maybe just reply I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! right?!
Sorry mums, Mothers' Day had passed! hahaha! MEN Rock! [nodding]

Oh then there was this part in the testimony by the priest, saying something about being shy about our faith. Yeah...faith here dun just stand for religious faith but the faith in the things you do and trust. Are you afraid because of peer pressure? Many times in classroom, whenever a teacher gives 2 options and you have to choose one. most of the times i would survey the classroom for the numbers of hands up...if it happens that i am the only one or the few, then my blood just dun seem to be flowing to that hand again...slowly retreating back to its original level. So so? do not be shy with what you do, its unique and make us all individuals...that individuality is so beautiful! =) there's this words in Heeren that really got me...
Its not that we try so hard to be different, its just that you people are all so normal and similar.

Oh here's a Joke from Yuzhong...convo from msn.
they are coming out with all that __men crap movies
Xmen
Omen
Superman
the next would be Semen hahahaha
Probably R21~

I know this is the best way for you =)

Looking for Nobody

I was bloody moody just then like 2 hours ago. something triggered the sadness. hmm...i've had moodswing and got pretty hmm...erm...do you call that depression? haha! Owell, i really do miss my friends that went elsewhere for a better future. So much so that i wish them all the best but its just the feeling that i needed them. I cant find anyone like them at the moment, we've went through so much, argued, cold wars, surprises once in a while no matter pleasant not. Sounds like couples huh? but that's my 2 best friends adapting to their new lives in Canada. I was looking for someone to talk to about this but guess wasnt suitable. Didn't find anyone haiss...and somehow a feeling is coming back to haunt me. Why?! I think its just not suitable, not now, not anymore in Singapore. The feeling that you speak of, the feeling that i know. Its just that i guess i hate its return, because it might be a hindrance to stuff?!?! i dunno...well maybe this 2 weeks in HK would be a good break from all these confusion and whatsoever. hmm...get a breath of polluted HK air will refresh the mind...hahaXD

Well! Miaoqin gone yesterday...London!! then Lisha going OCIP[Thailand]...who else? the World just spinning too fast...me getting a bit giddy...need to getaway! maybe cast away! haha

Good night! Maybe morning! since its 2am now! my eyes are pain...like somewhere else :)
Maybe this was a good outlet =]
Treat me like a kid...take me like a Joke! Seriously no more seriousness! XD

Shalalalala

Yay!! Just won another round of Solitaire!! Its hard okay! and it does require tweeny wheeny bit of Brainwork! Trust me...even if ur IQ is 140, you dunch get to win every round! And this pass few days i got so addicted to it! hahaha! Oh...and i was typing in the wordpad wad to buy and for whom cos i'm going back HK!! So HAPPY!! tho i will seriously miss my frens here [Oh tt sounded gay] owell...yup! but i miss my parents and my room!! haha [tt sounded gay too XD]

I present you Mcfly! "All about you" {if you dint get it....its the song} hahaha

Mcfly?!? hmm...are they from Macdonalds? those fly in macdonald are called Mcfly...like they call Mc Chicken and McNuggets? hahahaha XD ~LAMO!~ Dint know wad to put for the title for this entry...just shalalalala lor![sha sha bear!!guess who!] since i'm so happy lately...but kinda bored on Sunday...okie! its not kinda...i was very very bored on Sunday! Practically rotting in my room with the stupid com! But luckily i bought a book! i bet u guys dunch believe i read right? Of cos i dun read those chim chim books that you guys read la...me like Tony Parsons, Nicholas Sparks and any "International Bestsellers" or "New York Times Bestseller" these clause are like...
STRIP ME
i meant the plastic cover that envelopes the "fantastic?" novel
CHECK ME
like you know...flip thru the pages and get the gist
CONSUME ME
as a consumer sense...hahaha!!

So guys out there, did your mind wander somewhere else in your hidden lust and fantasies as you read on? hahaha...or maybe gals akin? Oh! i learn somethg new? or that i have just missed out, temporary forgotten? hmmm...ya...i was like kinda talking...catching up with a female and i realise i couldn't really reply and she's losing my attention. And during class i realised that moment i just needed to shuddup and listen...that's all! and maybe nod or mmhmm once in a while...i guess...next time i shall listen and learn to talk after she [whoever mayb gays too] is done! haha!

Oh! that day at sleepover, i was wearing my Meow Meow High Bball warm-up T and Siobhan was trying to read the motto in that logo on my T and i was looking too, somethg else seemed more protruding...and i told her "That's called Nipple!" hahahaha...wakakaka....kekeke =D Me=Sick Lamo the Perfect equation, Most well balanced chemical equation! haha! Well doesnt that tickle your funny bone [the expression goes liddat rite? correct me if i m wrong] and you probably smile a little due to the unspeakable lameness! haha! Owell...that generates Endorphin and it causes you to be Happy! see...i share joy in a lame way...Carry me so i can carry on! Ohmy i'm going nuts! haha! Yes! i want nuts....guess i will get some of them when i get my wings on sunday. [oh i was deciding if i shld explain that i m flying off on sunday, but i assume that you all get it with those powderful read-in-between-lines skills] opps i just did explain...owell you are just a stupid bunch! wahahhaXD okay i shall stopppp! this is gettttinggg no where bbuuttt stupid!

Goodnite! its 10:40pm! the perfect time to snore!
Twinkle Twinkle Little Star...ttls...it stands for somethg else :):)

What do U want?

Have you ever thought of what you really wanted? I was watching "Over the Hedge" just then and it links me to Charm's entry "what i've wanted". There this part when RJ said "we eat to live, they live to eat....for human Enough is NEVER Enough!" Well Well, its pretty true isn't it? We are born to be materialistic to a certain extent with the world flooded with so much domestic goods. Commercialising cultures and traditions, catergorizing sports under entertainment sectors and so much more! They are all out there for us to grab! haha! And we hope, each individual has his or her own little fantasies! Amazing isnt it? So much time wasted thinking about fantasies that will never happen. Kids would say i want an owl after reading the Harry Potter book or watching its movies. Movies and fictions just injects more fantasies and creativity into the human mind =D Actually there's lotsa stuff that i want! I want my parents come watch my finals!!! haha! XD But most importantly, i WANT everyone around me to be HAPPY! :):) i just love seeing you guys smile...make my day so heavenly! hahaha! So what do you want? World peace? Maybe something more practical like mine! keke ~Impossible is nothingXD~

Are you listening? Yes, no doubt, you are using that very hearing sense of yours. Yeah, it goes through your brain, processed and you respond. But did you feel the words? Did it pass through your heart? Are you really listening? ~dunno WTH i'm saying but yeah Listen with your Heart~

Lately...not so recent...quite far back...i was pondering the difference between stating the fact and backstabbing. Very often, we comment about others not in the presences of that particular person. Well when it comes to the negative part, guilt seem to creep in...i'm not sure if the uneasiness is guilt or what. But then ya...when the conversation goes no where but bad...we tend to refrain from carrying on. But the point is that the discussion is factual, true...not some hearsay or gossips. I just feel weird when people say..."eh...liddat abit backstabbing leh" when you already started it, its kinda awkward to end it with such a lousy ending like lotsa lousy Singapore "soap opera" hahahah! that explains why i don't watch TV for pleasure...what do you think? I'm never afraid to discuss about someone else behind his or her back. Well i don't see any problem in that. Agree? maybe some are just too sensitive. hehe =]

just now i was reading the comments, imaginary lines just started pulling the edges of my mouth up and my lips were like divergence plate...moving at a ever faster rate...showing those "sparkling" teeth of mine! And there goes a real natural big smile! Thank you for commenting cos i really enjoy smiling at them! haha! and there goes this comment from my fren who so happens to be beside me then : "hey dude, are you surfing porn? what's that look on your face?" haha...WTH la! owell! yup...its 2.41am! ohmy...and we gonna watch Xmen3 tmr! yay!!

Goodnite to all the...cookie lovers! haha! Yum Yum! I wanna bite the moon...it looks like white chip cookie! XD