Looking for Nobody
I was bloody moody just then like 2 hours ago. something triggered the sadness. hmm...i've had moodswing and got pretty hmm...erm...do you call that depression? haha! Owell, i really do miss my friends that went elsewhere for a better future. So much so that i wish them all the best but its just the feeling that i needed them. I cant find anyone like them at the moment, we've went through so much, argued, cold wars, surprises once in a while no matter pleasant not. Sounds like couples huh? but that's my 2 best friends adapting to their new lives in Canada. I was looking for someone to talk to about this but guess wasnt suitable. Didn't find anyone haiss...and somehow a feeling is coming back to haunt me. Why?! I think its just not suitable, not now, not anymore in Singapore. The feeling that you speak of, the feeling that i know. Its just that i guess i hate its return, because it might be a hindrance to stuff?!?! i dunno...well maybe this 2 weeks in HK would be a good break from all these confusion and whatsoever. hmm...get a breath of polluted HK air will refresh the mind...hahaXD
Well! Miaoqin gone yesterday...London!! then Lisha going OCIP[Thailand]...who else? the World just spinning too fast...me getting a bit giddy...need to getaway! maybe cast away! haha
Good night! Maybe morning! since its 2am now! my eyes are pain...like somewhere else :)
Maybe this was a good outlet =]
Treat me like a kid...take me like a Joke! Seriously no more seriousness! XD
Well! Miaoqin gone yesterday...London!! then Lisha going OCIP[Thailand]...who else? the World just spinning too fast...me getting a bit giddy...need to getaway! maybe cast away! haha
Good night! Maybe morning! since its 2am now! my eyes are pain...like somewhere else :)
Maybe this was a good outlet =]
Treat me like a kid...take me like a Joke! Seriously no more seriousness! XD
posted by PHiL at 1:28 am
4 Comments:
mq - hello my dear depressed billy! i'm in london now lalala don't be so sad i'm buying chocolates for you haha. cheer up! =)
dion- hello BILLY! haha its normal to feel lidat sometimes. once in awhile. but dun let it get all over u!!ain gd yeah. haha its normal to miss friends. if u dun then sth's wrong!. right mq? -_- haha bring a breathing mask to hk or sth.wahaha.. and get us yummy snacks! ya better do some studying there. if not will be really hectic when u come back. i jus started my studying frenzy.whether or not its effective. i dunno yet, but meanwhile do take care and have fun. ur friends are always ard and near u=) distance dun matter
hey! they say the blog's really a psychiatric chair. hang in there.
hehe the guy version of pmsing?? i dunno find its usually at these 2/3 am time slots that the contemplation programme comes on. think bout life, abt family and friends.. hai i cant imagine feeling like this with my family gone for a wk, times 12 weeks for each term before you can go back during the hols. hahaha YOU CALLED ME BORING! and you said the tv programme (?) was BORED. ahahah. so funny (: you want some cookies and milk little kid? takecare yah! i've got your letter..
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