Fato

what if i'm to tell you that have 20 days left to live? what goes through your mind now? Are you feeling something?

do you do good because it is good or because our hearts tell us to do so? if we are born to learn that killing is good, would we kill just because it is perceived to be right?

Stars shine above while humans glorify below =]

Bless not

i'm writing this entry as i wait for a vacant laptop booth so i can go ONLINE!!! haha
well well...i was jotting this down quite some time ago. [someone just went in and cope the vacancy!!! Arghh...]

i was thinking, its so freaking HOT here!!! dammit!

HOT HOT HOT HOT!!! HOT HOT HOT HOT!!!

oh i'm quite satisfied with my play on court today! hehe =D the feeling of being appreciated is greater than you can imagine! dunno, it feels GOOD! =]

okie...here we go

you know when you [you know what, my touch pad aka integrated mouse is so bloody sensitive that the cursor keeps going up and i end up typing up there instead of down here!!! Disabled...] in life, there are issues that seem too touchy, that we sometimes just ignore it or maybe because you choose to oust out that peeve so you can better balance and concentrate on a perceived better life. well i guess sometimes we shouldn't click the DISABLE button. like instead of throwing them at the back of our mind, bring forth it and face it like a man, if you're a gal, maybe you would consider taking some testosterone or steroid for easy increment in masculinity. okie...that's crap. well well, ya i guess how i link my thoughts to the touch pad is pretty crap too! wahahahaaha

now the authentic stuff is coming...ROLL UP the curtains [UPSKIRT!]

u see the feeling of being treated to something nice or simply anything is good and yes its real good! hah... Lately i got Famous Amos cookies from Cannon, you should know the brand aye? cos it states that its famous! ahahhaha! sorry, and a quarter of a choc from Lydia. what else and who else...aiya forgot liao...short term memory. ya but my point is giving is better than taking! hmm...like practising Altruism, the simple fact that you are able to treat others is a blessing, because you are able to feed yourself and make someone happy with maybe just a Kong Guan biscuit...dunno...are they as famous? haha...i heard the boss died like some years back...

Link Link CITY LINK! [nice place][good food? okie][chiobu? bleh]

so there goes into another aspect of life. what else but LOVE! being liked is what most people like, and sure it feels good and you can't argue that, this ain't GP. unless you are a unicellular, emotionless and hmm... _______less [forgot the word...dao] then it maybe applicable on ya, as in being liked doesn't feel good. so there's goes everybody like ya! okie...i got 15minutes left.

but brave souls have ventured out, unlock their hearts and loved fiercely. and that similar to Altruism, being able to love is a blessing too! well, if you got a crush, infatuation or love at first sight! Yea, dare to love, for we are in our most fertile age...oppss..hahaha! but i saw a new light to it. Remember i mentioned something about linear indulgence, whereby you love one and only. Not saying its wrong but just read on and see if you see eye to eye with me...[damn sianss...the network has just lagged my whole com...now it has stopped and a series of operation would then be carried out after a lag time of 5 minutes! ZzZZzzzZz] i'm glad that wordpad is at least working normally. haha!

That time i went to church and there were these readings from the book of Judges 6-7 and it talks about the callings from God. i'm just trying to link what is applicable in life, not being religious, so dun worry. there're Call to Rise, Call to be Alert and Call to Militancy. Well, i'm gonna touch on the second one, "Call to be Alert", this coincides with the linear indulgence that occur in our lives occasionally. hmm...Call to be Alert talks about being aware and well informed about others and yourself. the point about this calling is that when we fall into a linear indulgence, so mad so crazy so in love with this individual or thing?!?!, we tend to lose ourselves in isolation, a world of him or she and I and nobody else...bear with the extremity. hehe =] so i'm suggesting that, cool! go ahead and love but stay alert and feel the people around you, not that we wanna be a step nearer to the status of Global Citizen, but its sometimes our selfish callousness that harm carelessly due to one's own indulgence. okie la...maybe not harm, just being insensitive sometimes.. for instance, a friend is trying to confide in you but you are so busy talking about your new craze and you listen not. so maybe that will gradually create a imaginary distance between both of you since you are so into talking about your own wadeva instead of listening sometimes. hahah! ya so you get the idea yea? actually i dunno what i'm typing...just typing some crap just to revive my blog a little. hahahahah!!

okie so that's it and we are in SEMI FINALS! wahahha!
Hwa Chong Basketball Owns!

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