29 April 2006

Like Yesterday

Like yesterday, i shall post again. Wow! i tot i will post like donkey years later. Slept 4h and still kinda shag...ooh jus did a "how boyish are u" test, and u noe wad? I'm 40% boy and 60% gal! WTH! i'm not gay lor! wahahahaha XD Well its probably some crap stuff again jus to get u out of boredom and preventing people from gog to those "u noe when guys get on9" webs. lol!!!

My fren playing Diablo2, pretty old game and all that monster and freak dying noises. so funny! Wah! lotsa blogthings la, all that quizzes and lotsa incredible things. YaY! having our bball outing later! hehe =] during dinner aft training yesterday, we were like talking how other comments on the fren u noe affect ur attitude towards him or her. Like when someone say somethg bad about your fren? Would stick with ur impression or would you think otherwise and start believing the fact that he or she was just a hyprocrite in front of u just to make u like him or her? Well for me, you have to learn to trust, if u hear something, let it go in your left ear and out from your right. No point pondering over something that lack credibility. If you are so dying to know the fact, clarify with tthe person itself. Well in that way, you clear your doubt and hurt no one's feelings. haha...pretty naive tho!

one and a half hour b4 we meet up! hmm...to the ONE. it takes time for me to make a U turn back to then. Its peak hour, hard to turn to the other side of the road. Its hard to tell myself wad u say not to when i have had such a strong feeling for it. thx for everything back then. No regrets, no worries, no bad feelings...still the usual manner! friendS 4eva![hope it does happen] :) :)

28 April 2006

Like Dreams

Oppss! Battery left with 30%, dunno if it can last till i finish this post. Arghh!its dark [lights out time] vision blurer and mayb that's y i have been making bad passes during practice and game. haiz...aimlessly roaming this reality and found out that it has forgotten me, having me abandoned it in the first place. Luckily there's still my family and basketball and some frens pulling my hand at that cliff edge, preventing me fall into that endless pit. The first 4 games of our tournament was crap! Okay with the third but the others were totally not us at all. And that bothered me alot, NOW even bball affect me...hahaha...gog nuts! Maybe its time to settle down and think ahead and not search the self-history for further grieve. Maybe its time to really set the realistic goals and channel whatever energy left aft season into it. Owell, i'm confused tho i talk to certain trustworthy people, and having given some real practical advice. But my heart doesnt get along with my mind well, what's that stupid feud between them! AHHH!!!! now its 17% left! Time running out.

The past 3-4 months was like a dream, a flash of beautiful lightning, all this magnificent picturesque scenes deeply engraved on the surface of my [Warning: low batt signal is up] soul. Let bygones be bygones. let the past drown in the waters of future happiness! hahaahaha..wad the heck! Crapping again. Owell i miss my 1st 3 months in Sixoh! Argh! miss u guys lotsa! *sobs* hmmm...let me check how much power left...oh..its 13%...not dead yet..so am i! wad a sad post...hahaha...written by a happy man! wad a contradiction! Well that's life, isnt it...we defy ourselves sometimes! hehe...mentioned in some psychological reference book!

Love everyone! Tired of it and that!
Let there be love at every corner in the world!
God Bless and Sweet Dreams!

{dunno when will i have the mood and energy to post again}

07 April 2006

Long Long Time

it has been some time since i add a new post to this almost suffocating blog. Owell, too many training sessions, too many unhealthy diets and meals, too many time spent on social stuff, resulting in an expected unbalanced lifes
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