07 April 2007

Innocent Happiness

let's say if u are super duper dumb, ignorant and/or constantly in the state of denial, then maybe you are too happy to notice the evil in this world. Nobody wishes to see evil but the pain upon you brought about by the reality is tangible and too hard to miss. sianss...nowadays my mind just stop thinking deeper and it seems shallow and somewhat self-centered! dammit! hmm...can anyone offer me a remedy??

owell, gonna change for a new arrangement. hmm...back to this...and that...so if you are ready to accept that you are gonna be cheated and live happily with that, i don't see why people would criticise you, since in the end you are a happy person and maybe a stupid one. well, perspectives make prejudice and opinions make onions? haha...i think they make contradictions. Many say Love is Blind, many like the state of affection, many cure depression with denial or maybe a new rush of hormones. Well, if that's the case, then if i was to be cheated but willingly accepting it in exchange for being in the state of affection, would i be guilty of stupidity? Many would offer their advice and wisdom, but where do these wisdom come from? Personal opinions? do they contradict with your blind love? do they sadden you because they are the discouraging words of your very good friends? actually i can't gather my thoughts for now but you get what i mean?

its like if someone throw herself to a playboy and she herself knows that there's a possibility that she might get played around with [kinda crude] but then there's possibility that things might change for the better. that's the evil of hope =] wait, tsk...heard something and was thinking through it, well maybe we should just let it be, let her fall and learn her lesson or maybe there's no fall but reaching new heights in her life with love?

in anyway, bystanders see clearly not, bystanders assume too much sometimes, bystanders think they know too much history to offer wisdom, bystander should just shut up. keke sorry bystanders but you are in my way.

nails getting long, scraping every inch of dirt from my filthy body...ZzZzZzzz

to be guilty
what the heck!

7 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey.
i think you'll like this.

http://www.nytimes.com/2007/04/07/opinion/07wright.html?em&ex=1176177600&en=e5cd831882b27a11&ei=5087%0A

4/08/2007 2:47 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hmmm get herself thrown to a playboy.... but she had a choice, made the decision. perhaps she blifs things wl b betta since the playboy has much more to offer den tt of a non??

mani times bystanders and ppl hu gif comments realli do not understand the real scenario but based on wadeva tt is happening on the surface level....sadd :(

4/08/2007 3:22 pm  
Blogger PHiL said...

Charm i guess i just made you a prophet! hahaha!! i like it but there's some parts which i din't understand. ohwell...but the overall idea was clear aye. We should love everyone under the sun and remain diplomatic instead of hypocritical! lol

oh...anonynomous! yea...its sad when people comment on the superficial level but at least they care? haha! i din't really thought of the playboy being able to offer more! hah...maybe i should be one so i can offer more too =p just kidding, dunch have any of the Cs...hahahhaha

4/08/2007 8:52 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hahaha playboy or not, juz b urself. was juz thinking, dis kinda guys tt hv such characters muz b gdlooking in the first place to start wif, so dey can offer tt??

4/08/2007 9:57 pm  
Blogger PHiL said...

sometimes i'm just curious who this anonymous are...care to reveal yourself?

4/08/2007 10:30 pm  
Blogger PHiL said...

shat...grammar mistake...ZzZzZzz

4/08/2007 10:31 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hello Billy, Melissa here. Why do you say the girl is throwing herself onto the "playboy". And what makes you think the "playboy" is a player anyway. Or is even playing her. What if some times, he's really nice to her, and tells her he likes her and stuffs like that. I'm just really offended by the word throwing. It sounds so uncouth. And the girl doesn't neccessarily have to be stupid. And if she falls, we'l see who catches her. And I think the "player" has more to offer (than anyone else) to the girl, that's why she's willing to risk it all, though everyone thinks she's stupid, while she thinks he's true to her, and they might, have a chance afterall.

Just my twocents worth ;)
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4/11/2007 9:26 pm  

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