Walau

hah...i was thinking of something and someone...

i would like to experience the serenity of that in a coffin, buried deep down in the freshly turned earth. There once in a while, you might hear the streams of underground water, feel the shaky tectonic plate movements, and maybe see enlightenment in all darkness...how so? hahaha!!! anyway, that was just a random fantasy that might come true on day of my birth to eternity. haha!!! owells...sometimes i wish i had a remote control like that of "Click" mute and woalala! the world is dumb and i'm deaf, with no vibration felt on my ear drums, no tongue heard, no feelings felt. aiyaa...dunno...sometimes i just like it QUIET!!!

have you ever heard that everybody is nice if they just shut up? hmm...i think its pretty true to a large extent...ZzzZzZzZz...lol

and finally, the internet contract is over todae!!! siansss...but then less temptation and less distraction! how i wish i could babble it all out carelessly but i cant. there is so much meaning into it. and i fear not the answer but the consequence, i fear not the distance but the acquaintanceship. There are choices to be made and choices offered to you and to do that great thing all human do is to care and give and probably learn how not to ask too much for return. =D Gao Wei hahahahhahaa....

i'm screwed by my Bio head!