Culpable

sometime ago, this person stepped into my life. We became good friends, and good is a very prestigious and rare adjective i would place in front of that familiar noun. Just then all were well, we exchanged thoughts and words and crap till the phone gets hot. Like earthquake, so unpredictable, our friendship was crushed by one of my reckless act and there goes a good friend that seemed to have given up, let feelings deepen no more, let distance lessen no more. i sat and contemplated how i have given up on them instead of the other way round. dotss... i wish there's a time machine, and let this phrase "if i knew" vanish and disappear forever.

i act like a kid but think like a man.