Supper
i just came back from supper with Shanny!!! Wahahaha...3+ in the morning and it has been raining for 3 days. The rainy clouds chased away the sun, covering the sky in a coat of greyish empathy. i guess everyone feels the same during such a watery season. Good weather for naps but how long can naps be. Such weather should and only be temporary.
Like a fashionable impassive thunderstorm that, on the other hand, brings about so much emotions to imaginative people where such feelings prolong more than they should. It may be weeping sadness from the sky or shower of blessings. So maybe before you get wadeva results, dash into the heavy pounding rain to receive your blessings. next day you wake up to find yourself burning at 39, bedridden, and unable to claim your cert, and someone will be the bearer of good or bad news, leaving you in anxiety and a sense of feared curiosity, since confidence then was just a psychotherapy. Blessing aint it? Don't hafta tense up with the rest, tasting no atmosphere, and if you gotta cry out loud, no one's there to see you weak, to see you regretful, to see you sad. Living in denial aint it?
In such a weather, i have lost my motivation to do various stuff, like a couch potato, staying indoor, as others struggle on the pouring streets, wasting time, when others yearn to live just another second to say "i love you" or "please forgive me". Well i shall write what i should since donkey years ago.
Humans need constant reminders to certain things and pain is the best alarm of all. Painful experience are good reminders to values in life. For example, a person who went to war, a person who recovered from cancer, a person whose best friend was wasted in a car accident, these people treasure life more than any normal individuals. The difference is the thing they went through, the experience they gained. Life is so fragile and unpredictable, someday somehow, a satellite fragment might choose to smash your skull and crush your precious life. Are we treasuring our life? Do we deserve it? We take it for granted aye? i do, the way i kill time is atrocious. Some children who are diagnosed with terminal illness pray that their breath would last another day, just to see tomorrow, just to feel the sunshine of another beautiful morning. Every new morning, the sun smiles at these children, giving them hope of miracle, yet science has proven facts that challenge such delusions. Slowly, hope diminshed with little determination left, they choose the easy way out, and commit suicide mentally, persevere no more and there the heartbeat stops, dream unfulfilled. Frankly speaking, they would like to buy the time you wasted, the time you took for granted. However time is not transferrable, and because of that, they die as we carry on the habit of squandering, remaining ignorant of the birth of eternity. I always wanted to help out at places, but its always thoughts not put into actions. haisss...its been a long time since i visited the childcare. missing the kids there, gayish paedophile!!! wahaha!!! So i think people really needa experience extremity, the physical eternal departure, to really understand the meaning and value of living. We are born with two hands to catch the falling stars so that we shine brightly and bless at the same time and two legs to roam around the world to manifest such love and care, be helpful for there is a chinese saying "Happiness is derived from helping"! Crap...my thoughts are cocked up!!!
Aiya...super duper tired!!!
Sometimes people say that there's no one to love. Bullshit! For your love is too narrow and too sharp. Broaden it, Blunt it, for love itself is shared not to just an individual but to the rest of the world. there's different kinda love, the BGR[dunno if its real love], Parents, Siblings, Friends, Strangers, the AIs[Annoying irritants] lol!!! The last being the toughest. For most people are neutral, neither like nor dislike such unique groups. hahaha!!! So maybe, prepare some small little sweets before going out, and if you see any crying child, hand them a sweet so they might SHUT UP and make the world more peaceful...lol. Love people around you, for they are around for a reason, they sense your love and like different poles, yáll attract each another. wahaha!!! Are you attracted to me? i'm a very strong force right? haha!!! i shall sleep now...Training in CCAB today!!! Indoor!!! Sheltered from the rain!!! muahahahahhahaaa..
Rain Rain Rain Rain Rahhhhh... Untouchable mE
Like a fashionable impassive thunderstorm that, on the other hand, brings about so much emotions to imaginative people where such feelings prolong more than they should. It may be weeping sadness from the sky or shower of blessings. So maybe before you get wadeva results, dash into the heavy pounding rain to receive your blessings. next day you wake up to find yourself burning at 39, bedridden, and unable to claim your cert, and someone will be the bearer of good or bad news, leaving you in anxiety and a sense of feared curiosity, since confidence then was just a psychotherapy. Blessing aint it? Don't hafta tense up with the rest, tasting no atmosphere, and if you gotta cry out loud, no one's there to see you weak, to see you regretful, to see you sad. Living in denial aint it?
In such a weather, i have lost my motivation to do various stuff, like a couch potato, staying indoor, as others struggle on the pouring streets, wasting time, when others yearn to live just another second to say "i love you" or "please forgive me". Well i shall write what i should since donkey years ago.
Humans need constant reminders to certain things and pain is the best alarm of all. Painful experience are good reminders to values in life. For example, a person who went to war, a person who recovered from cancer, a person whose best friend was wasted in a car accident, these people treasure life more than any normal individuals. The difference is the thing they went through, the experience they gained. Life is so fragile and unpredictable, someday somehow, a satellite fragment might choose to smash your skull and crush your precious life. Are we treasuring our life? Do we deserve it? We take it for granted aye? i do, the way i kill time is atrocious. Some children who are diagnosed with terminal illness pray that their breath would last another day, just to see tomorrow, just to feel the sunshine of another beautiful morning. Every new morning, the sun smiles at these children, giving them hope of miracle, yet science has proven facts that challenge such delusions. Slowly, hope diminshed with little determination left, they choose the easy way out, and commit suicide mentally, persevere no more and there the heartbeat stops, dream unfulfilled. Frankly speaking, they would like to buy the time you wasted, the time you took for granted. However time is not transferrable, and because of that, they die as we carry on the habit of squandering, remaining ignorant of the birth of eternity. I always wanted to help out at places, but its always thoughts not put into actions. haisss...its been a long time since i visited the childcare. missing the kids there, gayish paedophile!!! wahaha!!! So i think people really needa experience extremity, the physical eternal departure, to really understand the meaning and value of living. We are born with two hands to catch the falling stars so that we shine brightly and bless at the same time and two legs to roam around the world to manifest such love and care, be helpful for there is a chinese saying "Happiness is derived from helping"! Crap...my thoughts are cocked up!!!
Aiya...super duper tired!!!
Sometimes people say that there's no one to love. Bullshit! For your love is too narrow and too sharp. Broaden it, Blunt it, for love itself is shared not to just an individual but to the rest of the world. there's different kinda love, the BGR[dunno if its real love], Parents, Siblings, Friends, Strangers, the AIs[Annoying irritants] lol!!! The last being the toughest. For most people are neutral, neither like nor dislike such unique groups. hahaha!!! So maybe, prepare some small little sweets before going out, and if you see any crying child, hand them a sweet so they might SHUT UP and make the world more peaceful...lol. Love people around you, for they are around for a reason, they sense your love and like different poles, yáll attract each another. wahaha!!! Are you attracted to me? i'm a very strong force right? haha!!! i shall sleep now...Training in CCAB today!!! Indoor!!! Sheltered from the rain!!! muahahahahhahaaa..
Rain Rain Rain Rain Rahhhhh... Untouchable mE
posted by PHiL at 3:28 am
2 Comments:
"So maybe, prepare some small little sweets before going out, and if you see any crying child, hand them a sweet so they might SHUT UP and make the world more peaceful...lol." that is rather evil LOL.
wahhh no wonder i keep feeling as though there is an invisible force pulling me towards the hostel. i must be within your magnetic field! lol
your second paragraph is a classic! nicely written :P haha
Y is it classic Yichun? dots...
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