21 October 2006

Granted

Feeling rather bored today, with the haze and rising humidity and the baked concrete grounds where conduction, convection and radiation help make the air warm and uncomfortable. A choking feeling overwhelmed fatigue during training yesterday. Oh! MiaoQin, you with your lousy assumption!! ahahaha!! well well, i borrowed this book from library, hmm...its called The Face of Deception. We humans just love to disguise, halloween parties, christmas, and i just pon church today, 4th time le! haiss...lacking in consistency, but convenience has prompt me to go to the nearer one. i've been a regular visitor to it but then...

am i a Christian or Catholic?

i was thinking about this yesterday night when i was on my way home. [my fren just drew the curtains!! the splash of light was like an enlightenment! hahaah! owell] What about taking others for granted? i was perusing the very same thought when our sec 4 form teacher asked us if we were taking her for granted. She was motherly, nice and warm, but we just pushed her nearer to the cliff when she started to think that we are a bunch of ungrateful kids. Let me start painting my own portrait. hmm...you know, i tend to have double standards you know. One for the family and close ones, the other for frens near the shore. When i was less thoughtful, i always thought that whatever i do, my parents will understand, tolerate. And similarly for some couples, when they argue, something like this might just pop up "i thought you would understand" sounds familiar huh?! haha! well that's the case, we always assume that the other party would understand. But today, i gotta tell you one very simple fact, humans aint mind readers, so if you want someone to understand, say it before further misunderstandings arise and make situation sour ~cream~ [i want Ruffles CHIPS] so here's a way how i take my parents for granted, i assume they understand and take that assumption for granted and carry on irresponsible acts...of childsihness? well, i dunno. Look back into your life, someone take you for granted before or vice versa? then maybe its time for you to make things clear. Hmm...what i wrote up there no link aye?

What i'm trying to say is that its not reasonable for your parents or friends to be nice to you or what, they are willing to love but don't take that love for granted and start exploiting it...aiya...what rubbish! nonsense...confusing myself and my damn keyboard is corked up!!! ArgHh! i exploit everyone, how sad?!

Like Christ is so hard

what do you feel when you get taken for granted what do YOU feel? Feels good? i doubt so!

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