Lousy

its quite sometime i wrote something here. Just came back from basketball games. Inexperience aid me to lose all of them, anxiety help create turnovers, miss shots provided me with more restricitons, the lack of stamina caused my legs to wobble. That's the true me in basketball, the lousy side that i have neglected relative to others. The supremacy was always temporary and superficial. What really was in there was the inexperience soul that arrogantly proclaim a talent uniquely mine. However tonight, this arrogance has shy off and the pride diminished, left with a heart that beat 100+/min, fatigue followed, contemplation starts its engine. While i was walking up, i was indeed sadden by my atrocious performance on court, not just here, not just during 06 inter-school tournament. But it was everytime, every moment on court, basketball, my game? shall leave it aside first, leave that to my coach to decide for me. haiss...

Shall start doing my CHINESE homework, must have the same attitude towards all subjects i guess. hmm...gotta start on my econs essay today, been procrastinating since last week?! haha! oh! saw the council president just now, stepped out from the taxi, unlike that of Lexus commercials, there no were sexy legs as she make her way out of the door. haha! opps hope she doesnt read this. But i was thinking, hmm...see i once thought that councillors were chosen cos they were popular, crappy, approachable?, funny, but not feasible creatures. I guess this system work in HC and similarly in other top JCs because all of them are inborn leaders. but but they seem quite immature at certain stuff. Like look at soccer team, they seem so minute, maybe they will create miracles next year. Nobody knows! ahaha.. no link! wahahaha! hmm...i like the feeling now. so comfortable, with my wet arse half sticking out in the air so as not to moist the whole chair! hahaha!

Once upon a time, we all lived happily ever after...